15. Different path same emotions

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Avni POV

He is gone.

If you don't care then it doesn't matter with whom I am spending my night, even if I am fucking another women, atleast i would be happier with her.

Happier with her.

Happier with her.

Happier with her.

These words are ranging in my mind and giving me an unknown type of ache in my heart.

'You are a filthy woman '

'women like you don't deserve loyalty'

These types of thousands of words always stay in mind giving me a reality check why i don't deserve anyone.

I know he isn't happy with me, the type of person I am no one can stay with me let alone happy but why his word is making my heart clenched in a way it never happened not even when I was cheated.

In the morning when I saw him he was too much stressed, he always works like a maniac i just wanted him to come back at night so he can have some rest.

My intentions were not to accuse him but after asking so many times he wasn't replying then something very badly inflated in me and i felt like he will do the same what Mikky did.

But the problem is why do I care if he is with another woman?

Isn't it's just a mere contract ?

With all these unwanted thoughts I don't realised that sun has risen up and its morning. I tiredly got up from the couch and did my morning routine.

He isn't back yet.

After descending the stairs when I came down in hall badi maa and maa was there and suyash was stuffing the food in his mouth very quickly.

"Morning bhabhi" he muttered while munching the food and i greeted all of them.

"What's the rush" I asked and sat on the table.

"Bhai's sudden trip to America has given me a lot of work, so I have to go early today " he urged, grabbed a sandwich and left.

America.

He has gone to America without even informing me. For how many days and when he will be back.

Like you gave him any chance to speak my subconscious mind mocked me.

Shut up.

"Avni, why you are not eating " badi maa's voice came in my ear.

"Huuh"

I realised I am not eating.

"I am not hungry I will just have juice today " i told her then poured the juice in my glass.

"Wanna go to your home" maa asks ignoring my words then serves a sandwich on my plate.

Her little care towards me is making me vulnerable. It's like they all are slowly caging my heart with their love and care.If they continue like this how will I go back.

I took the sandwich without saying anything.

"Home ? " i arched my brows and asked her in response.

"Ya , Ranvijay won't be here for 2- 3 days you will miss him so why don't you give a visit to your home" badi maa uttered and took a sip of juice.

Rathore mansion.

They want me to go the Rathore mansion if someone gave me option to choose hell or Rathore mansion.

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