Love In Denial

27. Lie

Avni's POV

The direct fall of sunlight on my face was disturbing my sleep from so long finally with no ounce of strength in my body i tiredly opened my eyes.

I am laying down on our bed in his arms. His arms are draped tightly over my waist. His face was above one of my mere clothed breasts sending a comforting warmth to my body and I can't help but smile.

It's his way he sleeps like this daily, he doesn't wear any upper clothes, his face rests on my breasts, one arm around my waist and another inside my t-shirt then legs on my thighs.

Like he told me earlier he had a habit of laying his legs on something, he wasn't lying that day.

I glanced up at his face then i saw his hair was messed up. I gently moved my other free hand and started caressing his hair.

I was caressing his hair then something clicked in my mind.

Last night...

What happened last night ?

I lost my control and hit a woman senselessly in front of him even with the thought of what i did last night my body has started shivering but she touched him , how would I controlled my rage when someone touch what's mine.

He is mine.

My heartbeat is beating insanely, my palm is getting a sweater and panic rushing in my mind.

Will he hate me now like...

What would he have thought after seeing me like a crazy person.

He must be thinking I am criminal or I am sick. What if he got to know my reality...

Did he thought to leave me ?

No.No.No.No.

It can't happen. I have to talk with the doctor or run away before he gets to know about me. I just ---.

Control Avni Control, encouraging myself i took a long breath.

You are in his arms it means things are okay from his side but still I had to meet my doctor before I get out of control.

It all will be okay.

But i have to go before he wakes up because i don't have answers to his questions.What if he asks me what i did or why i did. I don't have the courage to face him at least right now.

So, Slowly I tried to get out of his arms and he groaned.

I tried again but i failed,his grip on my waist is so tight that i feel like he is awake.

This time i tried to hold his face and do it a little while he groaned again and i sighed.

"Uhhh" he groaned in his husky voice and rubbed his beard on my breasts harshly making me shiver.

His mere touch has sent a thrill in my spine and made my bud tighten even when my body is shaking from the fear.

Day by day the control he is having over my mind my body my soul it can't be said in words.

I tried again and this time i had almost freed myself from him and then he pulled me in his arms with a jerk and caged me.

"Are you going somewhere, baby" he whispered in his sleepy voice his lips were touching my ear.

It was a tender touch, barely there but enough to send a thrill coursing through my veins because he is awake  now i can't escape him.

What would I say him ?

My breathing is again getting heavier painc is rushing in my veins i would die like this. When for a few seconds i didn't respond so he called me again.