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Someone was squishing your cheeks, you opened your eyes to see who it was "Good morning sunshine" shidou smiled, and you swore the sun was right in front of you You blocked your eyes with your arms "so... bright" shido snickered
"Turn of the flashlight" sae ordered as he pressed his foot on the back of shido's head "Yes sir!" Shidou turned off the flashlight and you removed your arms from your eyes
It was starting to get dark out "where shiro'?" You looked around "shiro?" Shidou cocked an eyebrow "The tall buff guy with white hair.." you described him and shidou finally remembered "oh, the guy that was all over you?" He asked and you nodded
Your eyes were half lidded and you slowly sat up "i dunno, he just disappeared somewhere" You rubbed your eyes and used shidou's shoulders as a support for standing up "Why, you missin' him already?" You sighed and shidou draped an arm around your shoulder
"Where Kurina?" Shidou pursed his lips "she's makin' out with her boyfriend somewhere. They were all over eachother while you were sleeping"
A soft breeze hits you and you gets the chills, rubbing your arms to try and help with the cold "Give me your sweater shidou" you grabbed his sweater and he smacked your hand away "Hell no bitch! I'm cold too!" You rolled your eyes "and you got your own sweater! It's on your towel"
You looked at your towel and saw nagi's sweater, you could use it. Right? You bent over to grab it "damn!" Shidou gaped "what are you looking at?" Sae asked as he stepped behind you, blocking the view of your butt "my husband" shidou made a good comeback, making you stifle a laugh
You slipped your arms into the sweater and zipped it, but not completely because it kept going down at your chest- you didn't want to break it.
The sweater was big on you, despite your height. It covered your bikini bottom Where was he anyways? If he wasn't with reo- you didn't know where he would be
You noticed that everyone was crowding around shidou's truck so you started walking there, sae caught up to you and zipped the sweater completely "what's the point of wearing it if you're not completely covered?" You only nodded
"Y/n!" Bachira jumped to his feet and grabbed your hand, pulling you to a spot reserved for you beside chigiri
You glared at the redhead as you sat down "you left me.." he chuckled "well, you had seishiro with you. I'm not sure why he left you alone tho"
You pulled your knees to your chest and placed your chin on them, your social battery was running out. Maybe in twenty minutes or so you we're gonna tell sae to drive you home
You tilted your body sideways to lean against chigiri- who wrapped an arm around you "You okay?" He said as he twirled a piece of your hair, you nodded "I'm tired"
"So y/n!" Bachira called out with a grin "what's your type in guys? If you don't answer your getting sand shoved down your throat!" He giggled and you gave him a blank stare
Was he being serious right now? You were way too tired for this "My type in guys?" You sat up properly and rubbed the back of your neck
"A guy who's tall and is strong enough to pick me up for a while" everyone went silent "...that's all?" Isagi cocked an eyebrow "maybe, one who's calm and doesn't yell- nor argue with people. Not every day at least"
Bachira looked at you like he expected more "what? You want me to go in details?" All three- shido, isagi and Bachira nod at the same time "one who's honest... plays video games.. smart, plays at least one sport, puts effort into me and respects my parents" Bachira blinked
"I knew it!" He slapped his hands on the sand, making sand fly over the pile of phones with flashlight on that was being used as your 'campfire' He pointed a finger towards you "you like seishiro don't you! You're even wearing his sweater right now!" He pointed out
"And at practice I always see you giving him juice that you already drunk from! How many times have you indirectly kissed?" You folded your arms over your chest
"I share my drinks with all my friends, it's not new. I even share some with shidou" everyone looked towards shidou for confirmation "True!" He gave everyone a thumbs up
"And about the type part.. yeah, seishiro is my type, I admit that at least" you announced without a care in the world
Sae was a little surprised at your confession, you liked that tall guy? He knew that you always ended up liking the worst guys possible but- the one right now didn't seem too bad, he was always in his own little bubble and minded his own business. He seemed like he didn't do too much- and sae appreciated that
You didn't care at this point, everyone already had their suspicions about it - and it's not like you admitted you had a crush on him... they wouldn't think that, right?
"Reo!" Bachira noticed, you turned your head and saw the purple head with multiple lipstick marks all over his face "sit down, we needa ask you some questions" reo sat down beside the brunette "..what?" He asked, it looked like everyone was just choosing the marks on his face. Did he not realize?
"What's seishiro's type? We're doing a matchmaking session right now!" Reo shrugs his shoulders "I don't know, seishiro never really talked about that. He doesn't seem interested in romantic relationships" you pressed your lips into a thin line
Isagi pinches his chin "that's true.. seishiro only likes soccer and video games. Everything else is a hassle"
It felt like they were dropping weights onto your head after each statement
You felt a pair of arms wraps around your torso, just below your chest. And a chin getting placed on your head You looked beside your legs and saw another pair resting beside them- "What's a type?" Nagi asked as he practically hoddled you
Sae placed his hands in his pockets and walked away from the group, shido quickly noticed and chased after him
"Think of the perfect girlfriend then, describe how she is" Bachira explained for his friend
"The girl who beat the number one female highschool volleyball player in Japan." Your eyes widened "..who?" Isagi cocked an eyebrow
