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"Haa.." your team was losing so bad, 16-5 a nine point difference. Your stamina was running out and you were losing motivation- it wasn't only you... your teammates were but not as bad as you, you were the libero after all
You looked at your coach and he had his arms folded over his chest, a look of disappointment on his face. Your eyebrows curved in worry, was he gonna call you out?
Were you actually about to get called out? You didn't want to lose against yuna- especially because she kept looking at nagi with pinks cheeks. What if nagi finds her more impressive than you? What if he ends up looking at her instead?
No way! You didn't care if she was the best, you were winning and that's final!
You looked at her and she lips a few things to you with a smirk on her face "Your boyfriend is cute" you crushed the water bottle you were holding, veins protruding in your neck
"Y/n? Why are you so mad?" Nagi asked as he looked at you, you glanced down at him and your heart swelled. He was looking at you with boredom
You started chewing on your bottom lip as the water poured from the bottle. You turned to him and grabbed his collar lifting him from the ground, he was unbothered because he was used to your violence after all- as bad as it sounded, he didn't care
"Seishiro, I swear on everything I own. Keep your eyes on me and me only and I will win. I will win- against her. So you keep your eyes on me alright?" You said as you pressed your forehead against his
"Who?" He asked and you let go of him, you heard footsteps approaching you and you saw it was yuna "Hey, you're nagi seishiro right? I've heard a lot about you.." she said as she swung her perfect hips, trying to get his attention
She followed his gaze and ended up looking at you- who was already glaring at her "What's gotten you so mad, sweetheart?" She asked "you're tatoro y/n right? I've actually heard about your speed and strength- I've been looking up to playing with you"
You noticed the venom laced behind her 'sweet' voice "But it seems your slower than I expected.." she chuckled, you placed a hand on her head and slid it down to her perfect face, she opened her eyes, a little confused
"You can start running your mouth when you can actually run for at least an hour and keep a good pace alright?" "And not to mention the fact that the rumours were confirmed, by your own father"
Her eyes widened, you knew about the rumours? That was only at her school and your school was hours away from hers! "..what rumours?" You grinned "you know damn well the rumours I'm talking about yuna" "I'm afraid I don't understand... would you mind explaining a little better?" She asked as she slapped your hand away from her face
"The rumours that you broke your own two wrists to try and get flexible ones like mine yet- your efforts went into waste and made it harder for you to do excessive movements on the wrist, that's why you never bump right?"
Nagi was enjoying seeing you passively argue with someone, it was quite entertaining. He wasn't even one to enjoy fights but- something about your change in demeanour made it interesting
Yuna's eyes sharpen "all this talking yet I'm still better than you, you realize that right? Your team is losing!"
You folded your arms over your chest "sit your ass down and wake up to reality because we both know damn well I'm gonna be better than you in no time. You're the one dedicating her life to volleyball been playing for I don't know- over ten years? And here I am..." you took out your phone and opened your emails
"I've been playing for less than a year and I have your coach begging for me to join your team.. you know, your coach that's known to be strict as hell... wait hold on, cause weren't you the one begging him to join his team? Yet he's begging to me. Humble yourself because everyone knows you're not as good as you say you are." You spat and left the scene, going back to the court
Yuna pressed her lips into a thin line, she glances at nagi. I mean at least, she has this cute guy she could get a number from "So..." she trailed off, trying to flaunt her chest to him by squishing her arms together Nagi kept his eyes locked onto you "can you go back to playing now? They're all waiting for you.." his eyes didn't leave you even for a split second
Yuna was pissed first you reminded her that you have more potential than her, then you indirectly showed off all the things you had that she begged for- then you ruined her chances with possibly the cutest guy she's ever seen because hes only been looking and still is... at you
You were now in the serving position- where you impressed nagi the most. The ball bounced a few times because of you hitting it against the ground before you distanced your legs, flexing your shins and tossing the ball high into the air
Nagi noticed something different, it looked like you were gonna go for something else other than speed- which was what you usually did, because you hit the ball with full force
Your eyes scanned the other side looking for an opening before you jumped and slammed the ball down onto yuna's side
You got a point for your team, nagi noticed you got better.., you had fixed your aim midgame- because you were... angry?
Did you get better when you were angry? Or is it because you had good competition Nagi heard a soft thud beside him on the bench yet he didn't take his eyes off of you "Focused on y/n huh?" It was Kurina, she plopped down beside him
"I can't really blame you, she's really motivated right now so of course she's gonna get better" kurina chuckled "that's what's different with her?" He asked and she nodded
"Y/n never has motivation, this is the first time I've seen her play with motivation. I'm guessing it's because of the rush she got after arguing with yuna"
