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SIX YEARS AGO]
Nagi watched as his parents left through the front door of the apartment "Take care of yourself seishiro, we'll be back soon" nagi pressed his lips into a thin line
He held the ps3 controller in his hand, his eyes were dull and hollow. He had dark circles under his eyes For him, it's like everything was black and white. He was used to the absence of his parents, why was he so gloomy over it? They were making money- so that they could support him
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Nagi sat at his desk at school, he had seen two girls hugging each other and he wondered. What did hugs feel like?
His finger drummed against the hard wood of his desk "seishiro, what's the answer to 12?" He didn't even have to look at the paper to know the answer "48"the teacher clapped her hands "Good job!" She clapped her hands
Nagi heard a soft thud on his desk and he saw a letter full of little hearts, he knew what it was... a love letter, but why? He didn't even talk to anyone in the class, why did people like him so much? He wasn't used to the attention- it made him uncomfortable
The bell rang and he was walking around the halls with his hands in his pockets. It was like everyone's faces were blurred to him- none of them mattered to him, none of them were friends with him
Nagi seishiro was alone, he's always been so incredibly alone that the feeling of affection was unfamiliar He didn't understand why girls liked him, why would they let themselves love someone who doesn't even look their way?
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