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You were walking with kurina to your next class, "I heard there's a new bakery that opened nearby your apartment, they're hiring too. Maybe you should put in an application? You don't have a job yet"

You cringed at kurina for the reminder "don't need to remind me of my shame!" You yelled, angry as you smacked Kurina's back

You didn't notice that you passed by seishiro, reo and isagi. Too occupied with your task at hand which was to abuse your bestfriend

"The match really got cancelled?" Nagi asked, feeling a little down because of what his friend told him
"Yeah, coach said it's because the gym will be occupied with the basketball game and it's gonna rain outside"reo said as he placed a hand on his hip, his gaze landed on something else tho

Silky long black hair, that was kurina! He hadn't seen her in a while, he turned to seishiro to tell him he would be back soon "hey seishiro I'm gonna?.." his friend had vanished into thin air so he turned to isagi
"Where did he go?" "Oh, he started chasing after tatoro-san I think"

Reo sighs

You felt two arms on your shoulder and you could tell who it was just by the size of them
"Soccer practice got cancelled today y/n~" he whined and you glared at him
"And why are you telling me this? What am I supposed to do about that?"

Seishiro gently wraps his arms around your neck and digs his face into your shoulder
Kurina's eyes fly out of their sockets at seishiro's clinginess. There was no way she wasn't gonna ask you about this and there was no way you guys weren't dating at this point.. you barely let rin; your closest guy friend touch you yet seishiro can just go up and wrap his arms around you? Especially behind you! You don't like people walking up to you from behind!

"Seishiro let go of me, I'm gonna be late and you're really heavy" you pulled on his arms to try and make him let go. You noticed that his clinginess level skyrocketed since the time you guys played soccer together- now whenever he sees you he has to atleast have a finger on you

"Why don't you go hug mikage-san?" You were starting to notice the stares the both of you were getting, especially the dirty looks that girls were giving you
"What's the point of going to class if you're too dumb to understand anything?" Your face grew red from anger and you punched his head

"Ow" he said as he held his head, he looked up to see you towering over him with a hand on your hip
"Hey- you have lipgloss on!" He noticed the extra shine on your lips and how they were a little more red than the other days "well yeah, I can't go to practice so I've been putting on a bit of makeup lately"

Nagi gets onto his feet but as soon as he does, someone of whom you later recognized as mika he dragging him away by his collar

You rub the back of your neck and walked into class

You were back in the art club room, alone. School had finished an hour ago and you were sitting on a stool, staring at the blank canvas you were able to fill for some time. You tried to ignore it but every time you looked at the wall on your left your mind went back to what Yamato did to you- what even happened to him after seishiro made him infertile? It's like he just disappeared, no one talked about him nor seen him.

Maybe he transferred schools, but whatever it was. You were glad he was gone, he knew something no one should've none. The fact that he either got told that information or that he found it out by himself- whatever it was, it was scary. Terrifying even.

The only people who knew was you, your mother and kurina. There was no way someone told him because your mother was scared of the information spreading than you- there's no way she could've told anyone. And kurina's been keeping it a secret for years, why would she just tell someone now?

You lifted your hands in your view of sight and you stared at your palms, there was irritation here and there but also extremely faint scars littered all over the soft skin of your hands. No one noticed them yet, not even kurina did and she's known you since middle school

The rain started pouring, and every platter of a raindrop against the window was one thought cleared from your head. You looked back at the canvas and placed your headphones on your head, turning on cigarettes after sex

You painted whatever was on your mind, so you started with a very pale beige.

'the first time I saw you, you were painting. Just you in that empty classroom. The painting was pretty but the way your hands moved was interesting, how do your wrists bend like that? And your painting was so... calm. The opposite of you. Just about everything about you isn't boring.'

You dipped your paintbrush into dark grey paint

'your hands, the way you paint... it's elegant'

Seishiro was always kind with you, from the start. People noticed you as a whole mean person to not mess. A basic mean girl but seishiro was always noticing the most little details about you, like the flicks of your wrist when you would paint- he noticed things about you that even you didn't..

"I don't know if it's clicked in your head yet but nagi carried, you.. all the way home from school, a walk of that distance takes thirty minutes.. it took him ten"

He was the one that helped you, carried you for so long when he barely even knew you- when the both of you were barely acquainted and yet, he was the one who made you safe. Safe by covering your make body that you were so embarrassed by with his blazer- safe by running long ways for you

You use your wrist to make perfectly curved lines

Would his opinion on you change if he found out what Yamato threatened you with that time? He saw you in such a good light- it scared you, because even though it wasn't your fault it was shameful