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Four years later (five years ago)
"That guy stinks" the blonde grimaced and you hummed "I've been thinking that too, I should go buy him some deodorant after school" you suggested to yourself and shidou gives you a weird look
You sweat dropped "what?" "Why are you so nice? We're supposed to make fun of them, not help them" you giggled "well, I'm not a bully shidou" you tell him and he huffs, his eyes sharpening
The blonde suddenly dropped his cheek against your shoulder and closed his eyes "You're tired?" You asked and he hums, somehow your voice always managed to calm him down. People found it funny how as soon as he got into a one meter distance from you. His muscles and face relaxed. It's like watching a robot deactivate
Most people at school thought you and shidou were dating, and shidou actually followed the act because there were a lot of boys that tried to get your attention simply because they wanted to know what it would be like to be with a girl that's 'different'
Shidou knew what the boys were thinking, they wanted to know what it would be like to touch legs that aren't slim and tiny like how everyone liked, how they wanted to go and feel up a chest that's big and wanted to trace the curves of a woman who actually had some
But he vowed to protect you so, that's what he's been doing. Putting up an act that he's your boyfriend so that people would leave you alone. He knew you like being alone, you didn't really like to have a big circle or to be in big friend groups where everyone probably thinks bad of each other behind each other's back. You liked to keep your social group small, you preferred having one genuine friends over a million fake ones.
You weren't greedy nor picky when it came to people anyway, you liked who you liked, disliked who you disliked. It didn't matter how they looked, what colour their skin was, if they're foreigners or not..
That's what shidou liked about you, you didn't care about his looks. The looks that scared everyone away because they thought he was some sort of monster that would eat them up but he really was just a boy that wanted to make friends without having to fake a personality— even then, that wouldn't work. Because his skin was darker than the others
You leaned your cheek against his, enjoying the bus ride to his house as you two savoured each others company in silence. Whenever it came to you, shidou always felt as if he didn't need to speak to talk to you. All that was needed was him being beside you and you two could read each others eyes like an open book
"I love you" he states and you smiled, placing a hand on his head and twirling strands of his hair between your fingers "I love you too"
He also noticed how your anger seemed to disappear when he was around, how usually your only emotion would be anger, annoyance and disgust but with him it had a whole 180. With him, you were always smiling, you were calm and your eyes were soft. The eyes that were always so filled with rage changed as soon as you were with a boy who was just like you
It felt as if you two were the two odd ones out, before it was him being the only one but as soon as you two met— there was a mutual agreement that you guys respected each other oh so dearly because you were 'different'
"You should come play soccer with me" "fuck no" you answered almost immediately, making him laugh and lift his head from your shoulder. You looked at him with a raised eyebrow "Whats so funny?"
"Nothing, nothing." He waved his hand dismissively before using that hand to lift the strands of hair that fell onto his forehead, he flinched when he felt someone tying his hair "Do you plan on cutting it soon?" You asked and he hummed, relaxing when he noticed it was you
"Do you want to cut it for me?" He asked and you smiled "sure, a little practice won't hurt" "Don't mess me up though!!"
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One year later (two years ago)
"Are you sure it looks good?" You asked for the millionth time, shidou and kurina sigh "It looks good, I'm the one who chose it. I feel like you're insulting me!!" Kurina barked "You look hot, if I wasn't loyal to sae I would've kissed you right now" you laughed and Kurina glared at her brother
"You better stop with that or else I'll seriously start thinking you like my bestfriend" she dabbed her finger in her brothers cheek "okay, okay" he smacked her hand away but then got distracted By the sight of you sliding off the fur cardigan Kurina handed you to 'complete' the outfit
He whistled and held no shame as he stared at your behind "alright, this is disgusting! Stop looking at her ass!" Kurina punched her brother in the jaw
But Kurina understood why shidou was staring, you looked so good in that. You didn't have a thin waist but your hips and broad shoulders made it look small. The muscles in your back being visible due to the skin tight dress being one that reveals the back in a nice curve that ends just below the stripe in your back
"Damn that ass is fat!" Kurina laughs as she landed a loud smack on your butt, you hissed and your hands went flying to your butt. "Why do you slap so hard all the time??" You barked "It jiggles!!" Shidou announced, laughing loudly as he practically bounced off of the walls in excitement
The weirdness must've ran in the family.
You sweat dropped at the two siblings doing their handshake whilst laughing
