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The match boring so far, nagi barely even touch the ball. Maybe he did a pass or two but... he wasn't playing, he wasn't putting any effort
I mean you kinda understood why, it was practice.. who would actually put effort into that? But you wanted to see him play, you wanted to watch all his little tricks but he wasn't showing any
Nagi looks at you, they were doing a penalty because someone pushed another player You looked bored as hell, he knew you were trying to not just go on your phone and play games. He too was bored because he wasn't trying
The image replayed in his mind, your shoes squeaked against the floor and you created some distance between your feet before jumping as high as you could. You swung your hand arm over your shoulder, using the other arm as a guide to show you were you would serve... you bent your wrist at the right angle before smacking the ball with all the force you could muster
He knew nothing about volleyball but all he knew is that you were the perfect player. You just got distracted easily.. by him, why? The look you gave him after your serve, your big toothy smile. You were proud of yourself, impressed. Has nagi ever felt that?
You said your hand stung- it was bright red, a burning sensation to it yet you were so happy
"Nagi- nagi look at my hand! It's so red" you said as you showed him your very red hand. Thr joined of your finger looked irritated. "Ow" nagi said "does it not hurt?" "It does!" Your eyes were sparkling with excitement You loved your sport, you were sure you did. You got happy over the strangest things- you tried to hard for your sport, you spent time into it.. you practiced
Nagi looks at your resting face, you were sleeping peacefully. Your hair was braided and your face was bare, no makeup in sight. Aside from all the screaming in the gym, the noise of shoes squeaking. Kurina had previously wiped away all the sweat on your face. Your hair was very shiny, that meant it was healthy right? You looked like you took good care of yourself.. maybe you had some acne here and there a few textures in your skin but everyone had that,
Stress was also a cause of acne that was probably why you even had it- nagi found himself catching onto every detail of your appearance. It was intriguing
He reached a hand out to rub your head, you really reminded him of a cat
nagi's energy shifted, he wanted to impress you, just like you impressed him. He quickly ,and his way to you and unzipped his sweater "You're done playing already?" You asked and she shook his head. Nagi takes off his sweater and hands it to you, you take it, a little confused onto why he couldn't just put it on his bag-
Nagi placed a hand on the higher part of the bleachers behind you and leaned his face really close to yours
Your face went hot "why are you so close nagi?" You asked him, leaning your head back a little "Watch me play, only me. The game won't be boring anymore..." he said and you pushed his face away with your hand "alright alright, just at least try when you're playing. He nodded
"I will"you placed a leg on top of the other and his sweater rested on your hips and lower stomach.
He jogged back into the game and you noticed his change in posture, he did seem more focused than before. The ball got passed to him and he practically broke his way into the other teams defence- he was really fast and his movements were smooth
The way he played reminded you of yourself, he was flexible, fast but he didn't seem to think on his own- "Nagi!" Reo yelled, with one hit of his heel, nagi passed the ball to his bestfriend and go closer to the goal.
Reo turned around and kicked the ball towards nagi, except something went wrong and the ball went into the air.
Nagi stared at the ball and this game was stressing you out "how is he supposed to get that in the goal without his hands!" You leaned to your front, invested in the game
Nagi takes a step back and jumps, turning around in the air and kicking the ball into the goal with the point of his foot. Nagi could jump crazy high!
The opposing goalie quickly kicked the ball back into the game "Rin!" Someone yelled out, you forgot nagi and rin we're both on the soccer team... Rin ends up taking the ball and speeding through nagi- they were on opposite teams!
You knew rin was really really good at soccer, he devoted his life to it, you weren't even sure nagi could beat him-
Nagi watched as the ball got through him
In less than two minutes, you had managed to bring a point for your team
The way your knees folded so quickly, going even lower than the ball.. you would bend your wrists in angle that made it easier for someone in your team to set
You were really really good at your sport- nagi found himself wanting to be as good at his sport as you.. it was like a friendly competition, you were winning and nagi didn't want that- he wanted to be tied at least
And he wasn't gonna let your friend ruin that for him.
Nagi's eyes lock onto the ball and he sprints towards rin who was so close to just scoring a point
You watched nagi run towards rin, rin looked over his shoulder and his eyes widened a little. How did nagi manage to get up to him in such a short time? He was distracted by nagi that he didn't notice reo stealing the ball from him
Reo kicked the ball further into the field on the opposing side but who was he passing to? Only chigiri could catch up to that- but chigiri was on rins team, why would reo do something like that?
You were confused, was soccer too advanced for you? Were you turning stupid? The ball was kicked into the goal once more... by nagi, who ended up catching up to the ball by sprinting as fast as he could
"Woah!" You said as you gripped on his sweater, you knew he was good at soccer because people would always want him on their team, but you never really payed this much attention to him- so now you noticed every little thing he did which made him even more impressive
Nagi was panting, his back was towards you. And just now you saw how huge his back really was.. he had a thin waist too, it's like you could tell he was really well built even through his Jersey
Nagi used the collar of his jersey to wipe some of his sweat but before he could, reo jumps onto his back and yells into his ear "Good job nagi! We make a good team!" He said with a big grin on his face Nagi only nods "yeah" he looked towards you and the way he looked at you- it felt as if he were asking you a question
"Did you see that?" You smiled and nodded, giving him a thumbs up Nagi seemed to look like a lost puppy with his tail wagging for a few seconds The coach whistled, meaning that practice was over
You stood up and grabbed your stuff "how did I play?" You heard someone asked and you looked to see who it was "Your playing is impressive, I knew you were good but since I was really focused on you- I noticed a few other things" you handed him the almost half empty bottle of pineapple juice
"Did you drink some?" You nodded "yeah and I had my saliva all over it" you lied, you were trying to make him not want it anymore so that you could have it all to yourself- a little selfish but you were thirsty and he drunk half of your apple juice anyway
You zipped your bag and turned to give nagi his sweater back "here's your sweater by the wa..." you trailed off when you noticed that nagi was chugging the pineapple juice
Your cheeks dusted pink, did he not care that you said your saliva was all over it? Nagi finishes drinking it and stares at the empty bottle for some time "The pineapple juice is bad" he said before switching his drink to the water he brought
"So you made me buy you juice just for you to end up saying it's bad!?" You barked and pulled on his hair "ow" he said, un phased by you pulling his hair
