p.sunghoon → f.y.b.f.

5

The day came quicker than expected, and I was already preparing for it. I rehearsed lines in my head for every scenario ever.

Or so I thought.

I applied light makeup on my face, pulled the rollers out of my hair and ran my fingers through parts. I was just waiting for Eunbyeol to drop Lea off at my house.

And I suppose it was go time, yay.

I was so fucking fine. I just stared at myself in the mirror. How the hell was Jungwoo resisting himself from me? I thought I was only admiring myself for five minutes, but clearly not, because I heard Lea squealing in excitement as Eunbyeol rang my doorbell.

I ran to the door, opening the gate and letting them in.

"Ugh, you always look so gorgeous." Eunbyeol stared at me with such an admiring smile as I genuinely looked at her as if she made me eat something horrible.

But my heart was jumping, my brain was not excited. I was scared, annoyed, nervous all at the same time. And even, I was pretty excited, somewhere in me, really just wanted to go already.

"Okay- so, I'll be back later in the afternoon - you know what to do with Lea after right?" She hurried as I nodded.

"Thanks girl." She hugged me and I waved her off as we made our way to my car. I sat Lea in the back, strapped her in and got myself in the front.

Now, to get here. I gave a sigh as another Enhypen song started to play. Lea kept singing along and I grew more anxious as I realised we were pretty close. There were crowds of people stood outside the venue, probably wanting to get in but without tickets.

Many had lightsticks, merchandise and whatever else. God, this will be hell with a two year old.

We got out, and made our way into the venue, scanning the tickets and being let in. Surprisingly, there weren't as many people as I thought there would be. It might just only be a two hour thing at this point. More people came in from behind and sat along us, behind us, but it didn't matter whoever was behind us.

I don't think it'd take long, and judging by the amount of people here, I don't think Sunghoon would even remember who I would be. Was I a little disappointed? Yes.

I always had a small hope inside of me that one day he'd contact me again and we could start over - even though I wouldn't let him that easily - a girl could wish. Maybe we could start fresh and even try something new.

I sighed, just scrolling through my camera roll. I scrolled deep down, up until my high school years and sometimes a few childhood pictures popped up.

I had a lot of pictures of Sunghoon - when I say a lot, I mean a lot. I was everywhere with that guy back in my teenage years, and even during my childhood. When we were growing up and were about 11, Sunghoon had some funny looking bowl cut hair.

It made me let out a small chuckle just looking back at the old memories. I cannot believe people actually pay to see others like this. It's beyond me, like, I met Sunghoon for free, I was friends with him for free, and now I'm here again - but instead because I got tickets to see him.

It's pretty crazy to think about.

I sighed, looking through more pictures, some with Jaehyun and Sunghoon's other friends. Some with mine and his friends, some even included Mirae. Oh how I wish I could just erase her figure from the photos, but I guess it's all part of the memory.

There were some photos that just brought back whole reminiscence of the past. Our cute high school uniforms, the outfits we wore during the cold ass winter. I had such an iconic picture of me and Sunghoon wearing huge winter coats, we literally look like pieces of cotton on a stick.

Lea peered over my phone and I showed her, she probably wouldn't recognise who it was.

"You knew Sunghoon?" She randomly blurt out, and I raised my eyebrows, shutting my phone off.

"Uhh, yeah, I did." I shrugged, she clapped her hands with a cheer and before I even knew it. The whole room was cheering as the seven boys came into view.

Damn, each one looking fine as fuck.