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The rest of the ride was silent, and entering his house was silent too.
Sunghoon gave an exasperated sigh, shaking his head as he walked towards his studio, opening the door and proceeding to slam it shut with no other words said.
Damn that guy is going to hold a grudge against me til I die.
I observed the view from his penthouse, wondering what I'm supposed to do in this moment. He's stressed out, exhausted and annoyed, and most of it is because of me.
I decided to test the waters, just like Jay did in that one live stream of one of his concerts.
I knocked timidly on his door, opening the door only so slightly - fitting my head between the gap and staring at him working in his studio.
I swallowed hard, he moved his headphones to his neck, staring intently at me. His gaze was fixed, and honestly speaking, didn't seem any less mad.
"What is it." Sunghoon's voice was cold and unfeeling, I gave a sigh, walking into his studio and leaning on his desk.
"Seriously, you can't be mad at me for this, I was only doing a favour, I didn't even want to do it." I tried explaining to him, and he just gave a large exhale.
"Why would you go through with it if you didn't want to do it? I don't understand that part Nari. You're confusing the fuck out of me, you don't even want to know how I felt when Eunbyeol told me you were with Jungwoo." Sunghoon bitterly replied, putting his headphones on once again and continuing working, clearly showing he didn't want to hear any more excuses.
I felt a little helpless in this moment, I wasn't sure exactly what to do, he was being petty with me, and would probably need more time to cool off - but was I going to let him cool off? Absolutely not.
Come on, I'm a literal therapist, I'm here to listen to people and talk.
I just stood there, leant on his desk as he continued working, ignoring me as if I didn't even exist to him.
Meanwhile, I looked around his studio, it was a spacious place, awards, plaques, instruments hung on the wall, pictures of him and his bandmates, and other various things.
It was cute, the inside life of an idol was pretty interesting.
But he was still ignoring me, purposefully, with the exception of occasional glances probably wondering why I was still here.
After a while of leaning on his desk, my legs began to get a little tired, I tried switching my weight onto the other leg instead, maybe it'd ease me better if I just did that.
Sunghoon looked over at me, and he even managed to give a chuckle at my insistence on staying here regardless. I was just killing time by looking on my phone, I honestly didn't really care if he hated the fact I was here, I'm not gonna allow this man to stay mad at me.
He pulled his headphones down back to his neck, and looked over at me, leaning on his chair. I suppose his expression calmed down, his eyebrow was slightly raised, and he had a more, smug expression painted on his face.
"Do you want to sit down Nari?" Sunghoon's eyes were softer, and attracted to me like a magnet.
I looked over to him, swallowing hard at his face. Damn, the man never fails to become finer every day.
"Well, it'd be nice." I rolled my eyes as he gave a full on chuckle at my attitude.
He didn't say anything, just instead looked down to his lap, and I bit my inner lip, heart pounding from my chest. I reckon it'd be a matter of time before I'd actually internally explode thanks to this man.
But, I didn't play dumb, I abided straight away, sitting right onto his lap with no questions asked, he adjusted himself, wrapping his arms around my waist. I leant my head back onto him, comfortably.
"You aren't mad at me right?" I asked him a little shyly.
"No, I'm glad you're safe. I would've lost my shit if Jungwoo actually hit you. I'm being so serious, I saw him almost hit you from afar, and I almost convinced myself to run him over." Sunghoon told me, and I just gave a laugh.
It was a comfortable moment, usually we'd always be rather all over each other - teasing and what not, but this - this just felt like a true relationship.
"I'm glad you're back Sunghoon, kind of missed this thing." I gave a small sigh, shutting my eyes for a moment. He lightly spun side to side on his chair.
"So did I, I was looking forward only to coming back to seeing you. I'm not disappointed." Sunghoon gave a quiet yet relieved sigh, placing a kiss on my head as his hands caressed the outside of my thigh slowly.
And somehow, in this position, we managed to fall asleep on the chair - in his studio - with no cares in the world.
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ok guys i cant be bothered updating anymore its 2am my ass hurts from sitting so much
YO BUT LOWKEY
THE UPDATE GRIND??
so impressive for me nowadays tbh
prob will be the same tomorrow cause im off school THANK GOD
but then ill be busy for the rest of the week so eat up with these updates children because its all ur getting til the 18th june :heart:
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p.sunghoon → f.y.b.f.
Fanfiction- up to what point can cheating be justified, especially if the person you're cheating with, is the famous park sunghoon?