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I took the keys to Sunghoon's car off my desk, grabbing my bag and clocking out of my shift. I should probably return his car, but he'll definitely come and pick it up himself - so.

Win win situation for both of us.

And I was right, around half an hour after I got home, a knock settled on my door.

It was none other than Sunghoon, as expected. His hair was messy, lips and face puffy. Did he go for a nap or something?

Regardless, he looked so cute right now.

He rubbed his eyes, looking down at me and giving a light smile as he saw my face.

"Ran off, and took my car too. You're getting more daring Nari." He chuckled, as I welcomed him in and shut the door behind me.

"Well, you can't be mad at me for running off, because technically, we aren't dating - so therefore - we shouldn't be acting as if we are." I scoffed, folding my arms and rolling my eyes so pettily as I sat on the side of the kitchen counter.

Sunghoon turned around after pouring himself a glass of water.

"Ah I see." Sunghoon chuckled, taking a sip of his water as he stared at me, a thought in his mind, "How exactly do you want me to ask you to be my girlfriend then?"

I shot my head to look over him, a little astounded by his upright words.

"Uh, preferably with words?" Despite the excitement pounding in my heart, I gave an answer full of attitude.

Sunghoon gave a short laugh, shaking his head and giving a deep exhale.

"You know what I mean." Sunghoon spoke again, walking up to me and standing between my legs, looking up at me as I sat on the counter.

"I don't care Sunghoon - I really don't, but one thing I do care about, is losing you. I know we've got this hook-up situation going on, but I don't want that anymore." I gave an exasperated sigh as he just listened.

He looked down for a moment, giving a light sigh.

"I know Nari, I do baby, but you need to give me a little more time. Just a bit, and I promise you that I'll give the world to you." He traced his thumb against my cheek.

I came to a brief conclusion over the past few months, that honestly, despite being friends with benefits with Sunghoon being fun, I don't think I could endure it like this anymore.

I wanted a real relationship with him, one that we were probably supposed to have back when we were stupid teens chasing a high.

I looked up at him, feeling a little disappointed by his words.

"Sunghoon, I can give you all the time in the world, but we won't work out. And it's just disappointing me." I told him my honest thoughts.

Sunghoon looked at me intently, wondering what the hell I was talking about, his brows raised slightly.

"We won't work out? How would you know?" He managed to let out a bitter chuckle, placing his hands on my waist as he stared into my eyes.

"Do you forget you're an idol? Do you forget that people will hunt me down with pitchforks if they find out I'm with you? Do you understand what I'm getting at?" My voice was irritated, but I tried my best to hide it.

"Nari, they're going to have to learn, I'm a grown ass man, I shouldn't be babied at my age." Sunghoon tried to console me with his words, and I suppose it worked a little.

But I still gave a large sigh, thinking it all through.

"Alright, fine, whatever." I looked to the side, not having anything more to say.

"I've already promised you, that I'll make you my girlfriend. So don't worry for the time being." He plant a kiss onto my forehead, and I just died a little inside.

I hated how we were acting like a couple, yet we weren't officially, I hated how he kissed me like he was my boyfriend, yet he wasn't.

God, what is this guy really waiting for? It's not like he's asking to marry me, where he needs a grand set up across the beach or whatever - all he needs to do is ask one question.

Whatever though, I guess I can hang on for a little longer. I'll just pretend like we're already dating in my head.

"You know, it also shocked me when I woke up to my car gone too." Sunghoon suddenly redirected the topic, and I gave a laugh, completely forgetting that his car was parked near my place.

"Oops." I chuckled as he moved a strand of hair out of my face, giving a small laugh too.

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can u tell im trying to get the word count up in this chapter EHLLP

all my chapters are 800+ words long and if they're not then i literally die like i combust right where im sat

i cant publish anything less than 800 words it drives me insane for some reason