p.sunghoon → f.y.b.f.

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THREE WEEKS LATER

Sunghoon and his band had gone off on tour, and it was a little bothersome, knowing the last time we saw each other, we had a disagreement over Jungwoo and whatnot.

It's been stuck in my mind since, and I honestly felt the pressure hit me hard.

I know the day was coming soon enough, Jungwoo was one hundred percent getting ready for this entire marriage thing with me.

I was not feeling it whatsoever, he tried making hints, tried to subtly insinuate that we should go a step further.

I just dismissed it and acted as if I had no idea what he was talking about.

Over the course of the days that Sunghoon had left, each day felt like more of an urge to just end it with Jungwoo.

I sat at my desk, in my office, my shift was finishing soon, and I was just in a heavy cloud of thought. 

I stared at my phone, giving a huff as I watched Eunbyeol's notification appear on my phone. She sent a video of something.

I opened the video, and it turned out to be a clip of Sunghoon performing at one of his concerts. I put my head on the desk, hating myself for even making an excuse for not dating this guy.

mnari: i'm so breaking up with jungwoo tonight

Eunbyeol didn't spare a second, and immediately typed afterwards.

3unbyeol: ARE YOU SERIOUS

3unbyeol: IS TODAY THE DAY

3unbyeol: girl i need you to tell me if you're being serious cause i will literally buy drinks to last a lifetime

mnari: im not kidding

mnari: im finished with his ass

I put my phone down, not replying to another text Eunbyeol sent, instead, the clock hit 8pm, and immediately, I stood up from my desk, clearing my stuff up and grabbing my bag.

I know that it'll be messy, and there will be a lot of questions, but I seriously can't live like this anymore. My heart just doesn't want Jungwoo anymore, the amount of times I've avoided his kisses were crazy, I refused to even be touched by him and made excuses just to get away from him.

I was literally repelling myself away from him.

Nonetheless, I quit the thinking and actually got to the action. The speed I made my way back home, was enough for me to land into a job of a racetrack driver, that's just how urgently I wanted to get this done and over with.

But also, I had to get home quick enough so that Jungwoo wouldn't be asleep. Of course his lame ass would be asleep by 9pm.

I hurried up to my place, unlocking the door frantically. And to my own surprise, Jungwoo was casually sat in the living room, doing nothing, as per usual.

"Jungwoo." I assertively said, stood in the door frame of the living room, he turned his head to look at me, a little confused glare in his eye.

I felt bad, looking at his face, oblivious to what was coming, but nonetheless, it's a weight coming off my back - and I feel as if it'd be better for both of us.

".. Yeah?" He looked at me, sensing something bad.

"I know this is bad timing, and there's so much more I could say to drag this on, but." I took a deep breath in, he was already preparing for the worst, "I want to break up."

He shot up, staring at me in disbelief.

"Nari? What? You can't do this, what do you even mean break up? We've lived happily with each other for three years." Jungwoo tried to approach me, tried to grasp my hands, but I just lightly pushed him aback.

"No, you've lived happily with me for three years, I haven't." I corrected him, standing boldly. I suddenly managed to rid of all the remorse I've held up for so long.

"Nari, are you drunk? What the hell is going on?! Tell me you're not being serious." Jungwoo scoffed, shaking his head.

"I'm serious Jungwoo, you've got a day to get out of here. I don't want to suffer in a boring relationship anymore." My words came out callously, and at this point I didn't care so much.

"You're doing this all because I work too much? You're being a little too dramatic, aren't you Nari? Hear yourself out? The fuck is going on!?" You could tell he was aggravated and confused, but it had to be done.

"It's not just that Jungwoo. A relationship works both ways, you gave me nothing, I gave you everything I could - I tried to communicate with you, but you just shut me down. I can't live like this, I deserve better than this." I scoffed, he just stared at me, irritated to the fullest.

"Fine, have it your way Nari. Let's break up, and we'll see how long you'll be able to last alone. Jesus fucking christ, and to think I wanted to propose to you sometime soon, I think I must've been out of my fucking mind." He said, storming into our room and taking his belongings out of closets and drawers.

After a short while of packing, he took his belongings, and left the house.

The slam of the door told me that he was pissed off, and angry at me, but also, the silence of the house, and the empty feeling managed to relieve me a little, knowing that I wouldn't need to come home to such a boring person made me feel a little better.

I finally did what I should've done ages ago, and I don't even feel a slight bit bad.

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