p.sunghoon → f.y.b.f.

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A WEEK LATER

A week had passed, without any contact from Sunghoon. I know I was supposed to be mad at him, but seriously, that guy was addictive as hell, and currently - I hate to say it even.

But I'm having Sunghoon withdrawals.

That's one thing, another thing that's been on my mind heavily, is the fact that Jungwoo is thinking of proposing to me.

I can tell by his words towards me, that the day is close, he's going to mention it to me soon enough.

And at this rate, I've discarded all my morals - I've already cheated on him numerous of times, I literally need to just break up with him.

Currently, I was with Eunbyeol, the two of us sat in her house. Lea was with her father, the two were away for a little day's trip while we had a girl's night kind of thing.

"Holy shit, I hate that fucker so much." Eunbyeol groaned, stuffing her face in the bed, "He wants to propose to you?"

We were both sat on the bed, laying on our stomachs while looking at Eunbyeol's phone.

"I know, I'm trying to find a way to break up with him, and make it seem like it's for a good reason." I groaned, leaning my head on my palm.

"God this is hard, if only it was normalised to say that you're breaking up with your boyfriend because you found a better guy." Eunbyeol shook her head, with a sigh as I just rolled my eyes at the mention of this so-called 'better guy'.

"Better guy? Pfft, I don't even know anymore." My lip curled lightly as Eunbyeol turned her head slowly to look at me, the look in her eyes telling me to shut the hell up.

"Look, I respect the guy, he came to your house while your boyfriend was there, now that's a big dick move." Eunbyeol searched Sunghoon's Instagram account up on her phone, "I'd be attracted to him more."

She scrolled through his posts as we just both stared, no words coming out of our mouths, but our eyes completely endorsed in the pictures Sunghoon posted.

"I keyed his car." I blurt out, still in a daze of staring at the posts there. Holy shit, seeing the pictures of him here, makes me miss him more.

Eunbyeol put her phone, face down, on the bed and shot her head to me.

"You did what?!" She let out a laugh as I just snapped out of my daze, pressing my lips together.

"He was pissing me off, alright? I had my reasons, you would've done the same." I scoffed, trying to justify my crime.

"Oh my god Nari, you're fucking hilarious. I'm not surprised that guy is pretty whipped over you, I'd be too." Eunbyeol chuckled, her laughter lightening.

"We haven't spoke in a week." I told her, and she just shrugged, nonchalant as she scrolled on her phone.

"I would've expected it, look at this." She showed me a post on the actual band's Instagram.

A post stated that they were touring soon enough, which meant Sunghoon was probably preparing with his band members for the concerts.

I could feel my heart drag down to my feet, and although I kind of still was annoyed at him, I was mostly irritated over the thought that I won't be seeing him in a while.

"Jesus, let me guess, your two year old daughter wants to go to a full on concert?" I chuckled, trying to lighten my feelings.

"As if, I'm glad they don't announce things like these on the news, cause she'd one hundred percent, start crying until she went." Eunbyeol shook her head as I just smiled, "Literally have you ever seen a two year old go to a concert?"

Cutting the two of us off our little talk, a message sent to me made Eunbyeol look directly at my phone. I unlocked my phone, clicking onto the message sent.

I put it down flat before even opening the video, I covered my mouth, my smile raising harder than I wanted it to.

I didn't even open the video yet, but I was already smiling like an idiot.

I clicked onto the video, it was just a short ten second clip of Sunghoon breathing heavily, sweat glistening his forehead. It seemed as if he had just finished practicing or something like that, judging from the dim stage lighting, and the chatter.

He ran his fingers through his hair, out of breath, and thank god the video was only ten seconds long, because if it was longer - I'd have absolutely zero shame and turn up to wherever he was.

psh: *sent a video*
broken up with your boyfriend yet?

psh: sorry, meant fiancé

Eunbyeol had her hand over her mouth too, just gawping at my phone as I did the exact same. We were both silent, probably about to combust into thin air too.

"Holy shit, break up with Jungwoo, like right now." Eunbyeol said, her eyes still widened on my phone screen.