A Summers Dream

Holding it together

It has been two days since all the drama with Darcy happened .I can't get over the fact that he just wants to ruin my life just because I broke up with him last summer. I arrived at school late again I make my way over to study hall is when I see him I feel so ill I can't stand the sight of him. Everytime i look at him my throat goes dry and I have a massive lump building in my throat I hold back my tears but all i want to do is cry. He glances over and smile I ignore him and walk away. Once I reach study hall i sit on my own for time alone. Darcy walks in and was about to sit next to me but i told him to go away. He then said "Beth we need to talk im sorry please hear me out ". I stare at him blankly and said "I have nothing more to say to you I have made it pretty clear so do me a favour and piss off will you ".

All through study hall i could not concentrate. After 10 minutes I ran out crying, I went straight to my usual place where i can be alone.When Caleb finally arrives he cant find me anywhere, after an 1 hour of searching he finally finds me crying because of "him" again. He sits next to me and hugs me tightly he knows i love this. "Beth I know Darcy is trying to ruin your life but you need to get on with life " . I reply "I know but everywhere I go hes there taunting me i cant stand it anymore ". I carefully wipe my tears away as i cry my pain can be felt. Caleb still holding on to me lets me go and says "Dont let him bother you you need to forget him". I realised he was right I got up and went to next period lucky for me Alicia was in my lesson ans we talked and talked until we got caught.

When I got in i went on my laptop to check Facebook and my email then went to sleep i wonder what tomorrow will be like. Calen has been there so i think im falling for him i dont know because i think someone else does .but who..

Should bethany tell caleb how she feels before its to late