𝘚𝘌𝘊𝘖𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘏𝘈𝘕𝘊𝘌 𝐝𝐚𝐛𝐢 ✓

𝟭𝟱 | 𝘏𝘈𝘞𝘒𝘚' 𝘙𝘌𝘓𝘐𝘈𝘉𝘐𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘠

The seconds that ticked by was pushing me off the edge like a nervous wreck, I woke up late at night with a sudden chill that ran down my spine -

But I shrugged it off.

What if it was a sign? And I ignored it? Gosh damn it Y/n! Who cares if you were tired..!

Hawks suddenly called me in the morning reporting about Eugene's sudden disappearance. Just hearing those words run out of my phone speaker stab arrows of worry into my heart.

At first I hoped that he must have gone out to get some fresh air, to get some stress off. But he would have gone back by now to get some more sleep - but that wasn't really the case.

Eugene wasn't answering any of my messages or calls.

This might just be the last straw.

"Hawks! You said he'd be safe!" I yelled through the phone, letting out my anger.

"He should be- My security is absolute, there wasn't any intruder last night!" I heard him respond back to me, and a dragged out groan escapes my throat.

"You'd better fix this! Or else i'm going to burn your wings off of your back!" I hung up on him and slammed my phone on the table, not in the mood.

An all knowing imaginary lump was starting to form in my throat, the feeling of thorns wrapped around my neck all too familiar. It was no stranger to any human being.

I stormed off to the balcony, it was only 7 AM and my day was already falling apart. I slumped unto a chair nearby and gave up - broke down into tears

Thoughts were speeding around my head like the Shanghai Maglev nonstop.

I don't understand.. we were supposed to be safe.

Why did it have to be Eugene? Fuck. He already has a pro hero with him why couldn't it be just me. Useless shit! Couldn't even protect him.

I sobbed pathetically- cradling myself trying to comfort my tears.

I have to think..
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Just then, I hear the iconic pattern of beating wings- but really at this time, I didn't want to hear it.

"Go away.." I managed to say between my silent cries. A faint thud lands next to me. "L/n.." His voice whispers softly, kindly.

"I said go away!" I snapped, grabbing anything within my radius and throwing it at him - just so he could scram off and leave me alone.

But I guess the years of training as a pro hero really pulled off. Okay maybe a normal civilian throwing vases, coasters and table mats wouldn't be that much of a challenge. He easily dodged my weak attacks- with a stupid look in his face.

Pity.

"I don't need your sympathy! Just go back to patrolling and doing your job." I hissed with venom - not really noticing the contradiction I just let out.

"L/n.. I know you're going through a tough time right now, but have hope. Eugene is still out there. We can still find him-"

"It's all your fault! I should have been the one taken! Not Eugene! The fact that he was with some useless pro hero just goes to shows how you didn't care about him at all!" I jabbed a finger at his chest, my mouth moving on its own and letting whatever I had on my mind out.

"Because of you! Because of you!" I banged my fists against Hawks' chest; it was a pathetic of me, but I had nothing else to do.

I was weak and I couldn't do anything.