potato randomly half-venting?

'childhood friends' to strangers.

i was an august baby, you were made in january.

i don't remember when i first found out; i was anywhere between 2-4.

but there was a magic i felt about you.

a feeling that i didn't feel about any other interest i may have had.

you were special.

as i grew, you grew with me.

seasons went by, but i loved you all the same.

we were a duo; i couldn't really describe it for a while.

then i found a word: special interest.

that was what you were this whole time.

i remember your eleventh birthday, i wrote a small paragraph about it, and taped it above my bed.

i remember when your fourth season ended, i wrote five words saying that i'd always love you.

...

but things change.

and they have: because i'm sorry, but i've found two more.

one of which was made by one of the twins that made you; it's eight years old now, and has another season, even if i don't like said season that much...

but the other one.

that one made me realize how much time had changed.

because while it's connected to you; IT IS NOT YOU.

but your fans don't seem to realize that.

whenever i look in the comments of people playing it, EVERY OTHER COMMENT MENTIONS YOU.

can't it be its own thing?
does everything have to relate to you?

people don't go onto inanimate insanity videos and talk about you, don't they?

so what's the fucking difference?

god, time really has changed... i don't feel the joy i used to when i see your characters anymore.

i only really like the recommended characters; and they aren't yours, they're their recommenders' characters.

i feel nothing for any of them... is there something wrong with me?

i don't like you anymore... but i feel like i have to. it's an integral part of me...

...or maybe not.

like i said, i've found two more.

i haven't named them, but i feel like people can probably guess them both, it won't be that hard.

i'm just sick of this... sick of hearing about you.

i'm not watching people playing a roblox game for you; I'M THERE FOR THE FUCKING ROBLOX GAME.

JUST BECAUSE THE CHARACTER'S "FROM" YOU DOESN'T MAKE IT YOU.

BESIDES, THE GAME'S MADE BY HIS RECOMMENDER; HIS TRUE SOURCE, NOT YOU.

I'M SICK OF YOU.

I'M SICK OF PEOPLE MENTIONING YOU WHEN I LOOK AT STUFF ABOUT MY SPECIAL INTERESTS.

SOMETHING YOU USED TO BE.

and now...

i can't even call you an interest, battle for dream island.

i'm sorry... but things change...

i'm not the same girl i was years ago.

...

ten words of wisdom and find the markers are where my true loyalities lie.