potato randomly half-venting?

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0 motivation to do anything except curl up in my bed and cry rn

hell its taking me almost all i have to js write this

cant even bother to think of a title

god all i want rn are g and o dead theyre ruining my life

im sorry if i act dry with any of you im js not having a great time since half term break js began

ik that sounds crazy but i feel so much better at school than at home i feel like i can actually vent there

i js dont wanna be anymore of a burden to you than i already was js by being born

you were way too young to have had me

i ruined both of your lives didnt i

im sorry

maybe z can be your one good child idk we js have to wait and see

well maybe not me cause idk if ill even make it that far tbf

i might tho

it all depends how much longer im willing to hang on for my friends

but truth is ive never had a genuine friendship for more than 3 years until now now we only have half of that left together

yay ig ill soon be all alone again

except you all here

i js wish i was in a closer timezone bc i hate having to go to sleep knowing that i could be talking with you all

ykw fuck it

idc that i usually try and keep it coherrent

think i might js pull all nighters if it means i can spend more time with you all

bc youre all i have for a whole week

ill make myself do shit for you guys idc if it hurts me im doing it for you all

its worth it