yeah... i didn't really have the best sleep last night (granted i legit stayed up till 10 bc i was in the middle of doing the penstal kids in gacha so i kinda should've seen that coming)
but that isn't my main concern... it's about the dream i had right before i woke up.
it started off normal, i was just vibing in my room scrolling on youtube via the tv, when all of a sudden, i noticed that "dramatically reading ewow responses" part 5 was out!
think i recall it was 10:30 long, but that's not entirely important...
don't remember any responses exactly, but i do remember looking at the description at around the two minute mark... but then it was... something, to say the least.
not sure about word for word, but it mentioned something about a vent, and... that's when my worries began.
the responses also didn't seem to be weird, they seemed more like just average ewow responses. i don't even think bababnas was mentioned in it, actually now that i think about it...
then halfway through the video, it just stopped.
and then the recording changed.
i'll admit, i'm starting to tear up right now as i'm writing this. just, how shaken his voice sounded then... it hurt me, even if it was just a dream.
he sounded like he was crying... think that almost made me cry myself.
because i'll admit: my emotions are more ruled by other people than myself. if other people are happy, then i'm happy. if they're sad, i'm sad.
well... it really depends how much i value someone... and here, we're talking "like 90% of my life can be traced back to you in some way" here.
...
this all sounds silly, doesn't it?
YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-
