potato randomly half-venting?

(PS) you will never change.

you will never change.

deep down, you're still the same piece of shit you've always been. the same immature bastard who refuses to take responsibility for his actions, and acts like everyone else is the bad guy.

i wish you would just go away altogether, but no. you just HAVE to be everywhere, don't you?

i hate you... i hate you so much.
but i know that i hate myself for letting you in. for letting you stab me and everyone else in the back.

i trusted you, you know.

i saw the older sibling i never had in you. and even if i couldn't understand your prose in writing, i still read it. because i saw a potential friendship with someone who knew twow for just as long as i did.

but no. you had to be THAT person.

you know, the transphobic one? the one who got banned from the discord? the one who still hates some_nerd for the most BULLSHIT reasoning?

that was all your fault. YOU were the rude one, she just wanted to be herself. now is THAT a reason for her to be your least favourite? NO!

but having a friend who turned out to have mistreated someone who you care about, even if they only know you as that one girl who wrote those fics, and that friend STILL doesn't take responsibility? YES, I SAY THAT'S A GOOD REASON.

you're my least favourite ewower, PenSteel. i'd rather a fucking ai wins than you, maybe you'd prefer that. you can't even do shit without your dear copilot anyways.

all you are without it is a flithy traitor.

you lied to me.
you lied to sushi.
you lied to poly.
YOU LIED TO US.

what good are your lives? to make everyone feel like shit? because that's all you do. all you've done is hurt the twow community, and then go seek out new victims who are unaware of your crimes.

you're a fucking disgrace, no god would love you - wrath's a deadly sin. and especially not the twow gods, you know nerd's one of them. so whatever "divine message" you tried to send was complete bullshit.

and the worst part is: you won't fucking go away! you're always there, trying to force a community that you hurt to just open up to you all willy-nilly! well guess what, PenSteel?

WE DON'T FUCKING WANT YOU.

WHENEVER YOU TRY TO FORCE YOURSELF INTO THIS COMMUNITY, YOU END UP WHINING ABOUT HOW WE WON'T ACCEPT YOU FOR "NO REASON", WHEN YOU KNOW DAMN FUCKING WELL WHY.

AND IF YOU SOMEHOW DON'T, I'LL SAY IT: BECAUSE YOU'VE HURT US.

you've hurt the transgender twow fans with your bullshit - and you especially hurt some_nerd.
you've hurt the ones who trusted you, even if they weren't there to witness it then... we sure know now.
you've hurt the rest of us by acting like the helpless victim to the "mean" twow community.

and now we no longer want you, accept it and move on with your life. maybe do something with it other than hurting others.

or better yet...