"Uhh" I woke up naked and sore. My voice is also hoarse mukhang napaos ako sa nangyari. This is just so embarrassing.
Shawn's arm is wrapped around me habang nakaspooning position kami. I can feel his nakedness and his hard member poking me. I need to get away bago pa sya magising. I slowly lift his arms but he just lightly groan and pull me closer.
"Good morning baby. Ready ka na ba ulit? Tinulugan mo na ako kagabi e." He's sensually caressing my tummy up to my breast. I stiffen and tried to move away but he started to kiss my nape.
"Uh I'm tired and let's eat first, yeah?" He didn't listen. Ang isa nyang kamay ay binaba nya papunta sa aking kaselanan habang ang isa nyang kamay ay nasa dibdib ko pa din.
"Yes, let's eat first. I'm starving. Kinukulang ako sayo." He starts to finger me and I can't help but moan. However I couldn't moan properly dahil napaos na ako. He lightly bit my neck as he pull his finger away from my kiffy.
"So wet baby." He lick his finger coated with my essence and I can't help but blush. He's so bulgar and barbaric.
"Can you stop. That's embarrassing." Hinampas ko sya at tumawa lamang sya ng mahina.
"Napaos ka ba baby. I told you masasatisfy ka." He haughtily said and I roll my eyes at him.
"I'm not, feeling mo naman. There's many better men than you. " I don't want to admit how good he is. How he can make my knees tremble though I know he can see it because he always has a satisfied smirk when he sees me in that state. That's all that but why did I chose a wrong word. Bakit ko ba mas lalong pinapahamak ang sarili ko.
"Really now?" He has madness in his eyes. He spread my legs while we are still in a spooning position. What have I done. Stupid Chantal.
"You're thinking of other men while with me?" He lift my butt bago marahas na sinagad ang kanyang kahabaan sa akin and I scream from the sudden sensation. He started to massage my clit while pounding me in all the right places. I couldn't help but moan and cling to him again.
" You are talking big. If you could only see your face right now then you would know how you respond and cling to me. Don't even mention other man on me cause I swear you'll really feel me in every part of your body" He massage my boobs, rub my clit, kiss my nape, all while pounding me hard and deep.
"Uhh Shawn Hghn" I arch my back as I reach my orgasm and I can feel his loads on mine. My eyes couldn't focus and I bit my lips from too much stimulation. We're both moaning the whole time and we're breathing heavily.
"Fvxk I can't get enough of you." He's still inside me when he change our position into missionary.
He started to pound me again while holding both of my waist. Napakapit ako sa headboard because he's doing it fast and deep. Mukha syang nanggigil sa akin. He's biting his lips habang umuungol kasabay ko. That's like a music to my ears. I can fell my orgasm building up again few more thrust and I came. He's still thrusting with intensity as he lift my one leg and put it on his shoulder. I'm quite flexible pala. He thrusts a few more before he shoot his load inside. Nanghihina akong pumikit habang nakayakap sya sa akin.
"One more?" Tiningnan ko sya ng masama bago sinipa. Natatawa naman syang tumayo.
"Fine I'll make you breakfast first. Dito ka lang." He kiss me torridly bago sya tumayo. Naglakad sya ng walang saplot at kitang kita ko ang butt nya. Ang firm ha. Natatawa naman ako sa kalandian ko.
Tumayo naman ako at naligo muna. I feel so sticky from all the sweat and such. Matapos kong maligo doon ka narealize na wala akong damit. Wala akong maisusuot kahit na undergarments. Naghanap ako ng damit ni Shawn and I found a black oversized shirt. Umaabot ito sa gitna ng hita ko. Kinuha ko din ang boxer nya at tinalian ito para magkasya sa beywang ko.
I look for my phone and as expected there are many articles regarding what happened yesterday. Madami ding chats ang friends ko but I don't know how to answer them.
I read the articles and some are blaming me for not publicising my relationship. Katwiran nila hindi sana nalagay sa alanganin si Cloud. I don't even know kung bakit parang naging kasalanan ko na may biglang nagconfess sa akin sa national tv.
I was busy scrolling when Shawn entered the room with a food.
"Breakfast in bed baby. Oh wow you look good on that. You should wear my clothes more often." I can see lust and admiration on him again. Hindi ba sya napapagod?
"Whatever, I'm hungry." Kumain lamang kami ng sabay. He's talking to me but I'm not answering properly. I can also feel him staring intently at me but I am just ignoring him. Siguro ay napapansin nyang gutom ako at panay lamang ang subo. Ayan magtiis ka pinagod mo ako ng sobra.
I finished my meal when I realised one very important thing. Agad kong pinaghahampas si Shawn habang dumadaing sya at umiiwas sa akin. Why did I forgot the most important thing.
"Why are you hitting me baby? Bitin ka ba dahil busog ka na? Bibigyan naman ulit kita." Tiningnan ko sya ng masama at muling sinapak.
"You didn't use a condom you bastard." Tumawa naman sya at hinuli ang kamay ko.
"Well what's the point? We're getting married soon anyway." I literally gasp as my eyes widen. Is he crazy?
"Can you shut up. No ones getting married and I won't get pregnant hanggat di ako kasal." I see him pout and acting cute. Wtf? Tingin nya ba madadaan nya ako sa ganyan.
"Pero what if meron na diba? Mabibilis mga alaga ko." Lumayo ako sa kanya at hindi sya hinayaang mahila ulit ako.
"Buy me morning after pills or the pills that can be use for yuzpe method or else hindi ka makakalapit sakin. Also, we're not gonna do a pull out method if you want to do it." Napakamot naman sya ng ulo.
"But baby condoms are uncomfortable I know you like it raw." Binato ko sya ng kutsara at tumama yun sa noo nya. Bumukol sana.
"Shut your crap. I'm not ready for a big obligation and I love my career. I want to enjoy my life more so don't trap me with responsibilities." I said with conviction. He just nod and look away.
"I won't sleep with you anymore if you don't do what I said. Also ihatid mo na ako sa condo ko I don't have clothes here. " Nakasimangot naman syang tumayo at nagbihis. It seems like he understands my point.
" Fine. I love you that's why I'll follow what you want but not all of it. I will win on other matters and you know when to obey. " I know he's talking about his possessiveness and in bed. He's right I won't argue with him on everything.
"I'll be right back baby. Pahinga ka muna diyan. Papagurin kita pag uwi ko." he left with his keys and truth be told nakatulog ulit ako.
Nagising ako at nasa bahay na ulit sya there are shopping bags for known clothing brands. Naglalaman yun ng inner wears,pajama and other clothes. Inabot nya sa akin ang isang paper bag na mula sa drug store and there is a pills. Ban kasi ang morning after pills sa Pilipinas so I'll just try the yuzpe method. I took the pills and drink a water. We're having a small talk all throughout.
Kumunot ang noo ko ng may nakita akong parang box ng parcel na may kalakihan sa may paanan nya.
"What is that?" Inangat nya iyon at pinatong sa hita nya.
"Oh this? This is my ticket para makapasok sayo." My brows furrowed because what is he saying.
"Ha?" He opened it and I step back. He can't be serious.
"Condom ba lahat ang laman nyan?!" I can see different colors it's like flavor. It's so many.
"Yep baby. Sabi mo eto ang condition mo so I did what you want. I bought a stock. Mahirap namang nasa kalagitnaan tayo e di ka papayag kasi naubusan." Napanganga akong literal sa katwiran nya.
"Maubusan?! Are you serious?! Inubos mo na ata ang stock ng condom sa 7/11"
Tumawa naman sya habang nilalaro ang laman ng kahon.
"Grabe ka naman 50boxes pa nga lang nabibili ko nagreklamo ka na. Don't worry hindi naman masasayang ito." I swallow hard and literally took a step back. Damn, my poor kiffy.
