Living Off Past Trauma.

Tension

Lamar Kingston//King
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I walked into the house, closing the door behind me. I scanned the living and couldn't find Onika. I walked into the kitchen to see her facing the window, watching the dark sky while drinking water. It was now night time. Her back was facing me, so I walked to her and wrapped my arms around her waist.

"What's wrong ma." I asked, kissing her neck.

"Nothing." she said.

"Nah I know something's up. Is it about what happened at the mall with Tana?"

She turned around, now facing me. My hands were still on her waist.

"Why didn't you tell me that you had a side chick?" she asked

"What do you mean? She wasn't my side chick." I said letting go of her waist.

"Well it surely seemed like it." she said with her arms crossed over her chest.

"Wait, holdup. You ain't finna tell me you mad because I was fucking her. Is it because of that?" I ask while frowning my face.

"It's not only because of that. I'm mad at myself because I fought with some bitch over a guy that ain't evens mine." She said rolling her eyes .

"Now what'd I tell you about rolling your eyes huh?"

"Ha. What you finna do about it? You ain't my father to tell me what and what not I can do." she says with an attitude.

"First off, you is mine and second off, don't speak to me with that goddamn attitude of yours." I said walking up to her.

"Yea right. Lamar, I'm not yours and I'm mad at the fact that-" "You know what, just forget it." she said walking away but I grabbed her arm.

"Amari, stop with dis bullshit of yours and stop tryna run away from yo issues. You're being fucking childish now." I say with anger in my voice.

"You're so fucking selfish. Can you not see that you going around fucking girls is affecting me. Did you not evens think about my feelings?" she finally turns around with tears in her eyes.

"Don't you raise yo goddamn voice at me. Who the fuck you think you is?" I say with anger laced in my voice, now walking towards her.

"I'll do whatever the fuck I want cause last time I checked, I'm not your girl. I'm not your ho, not your fuck buddy, so I'll raise my voice whether you like it not." she says raising her voice evens more.

"Onika Amari Jones, you better calm yo fucking ass down before I bust you up."

"No I won't. Do you evens see my point he-" I cut off by choking her but not too hard.

"Yes I don't see your point but you can tell me later." I say bringing her closer to me. Now towering over her.

"Killa let me go!" she says

"I'll let you go, but not right now."

I then roughly place my lips on hers. She was hesitant at first but than started kissing me back. I pushed my tongue in her mouth and she did the same in mine. Our lips fitted perfectly with each other. It was a rough yet passionate kiss but she pulled away trying to catch her breath.