Ambivalence || TAEJIN

CONFESSION

Heya lovelies, I hope so you all are doing good 😊.
I am really sorry that I couldn't give update about this book for some time being. My schedules been messed up for the past few days. But still I will try to update whenever I get time.
Next, I want to thank one of my closest friend for helping me in writing some of the parts in this chapter. Without her it would be really hard. So thank you my dear friend❤️❤️.

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Happy reading:⁠^⁠)

Warning ⚠️: Long ass chapter ahead 😪🥱

"What the fuck?" Jin muttered under his breath, rushing towards the door and banging on it hard, screaming for help.

Meanwhile, Taehyung stood still, processing the unexpected turn of events. He glanced at Jin, who seemed annoyed, and a lump formed in his throat. He gulped it down, deciding to help Jin despite the discomfort.

As Taehyung approached the door, his drunken state caused him to trip over his own feet. Jin, sensing someone behind him, turned around, and the next thing he knew, his back was against the door, and a drunk Taehyung was in his arms. Their eyes met, and Jin saw a mix of guilt, sadness, and hopelessness in Taehyung's gaze.

Jin didn't know why he was holding Taehyung's arms tightly or why he was allowing the other man to touch him. Taehyung's hand rested securely on Jin's waist. If not for Jin's quick reflexes, Taehyung might have fallen and hurt himself.

As their eyes locked, Jin saw a glimmer of concern in Taehyung's expression. It was a look that made Jin's heart skip a beat. Taehyung, still gazing into Jin's eyes, felt his heart ache even more. He fell deeper in love with Jin at that moment.

The two men stood there, frozen in time, their eyes searching each other's souls. The silence between them was palpable, but it didn't feel uncomfortable. Instead, it seemed to help them understand each other a little better.

Suddenly, Taehyung felt an overwhelming urge to apologize to Jin. He broke the silence, whispering softly, "Jin, I'm sorry." As he spoke, he reached out to take Jin's hand, but Jin pushed him away, making Taehyung stumble.

"Jin?" Taehyung asked, confusion etched on his face.

"Don't, Kim Taehyung. Don't," Jin warned, his voice firm.

The bubble of emotions that had formed around Jin burst, and he was brought back to reality. He remembered the night that was supposed to be special but turned into a nightmare instead. He glanced at Taehyung, sensing the alcohol on his breath. Despite feeling a pang of sympathy, Jin knew he couldn't be easy on Taehyung.

Jin closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and reminded himself that he couldn't be weak. He couldn't fall for Taehyung again, not after everything that had happened. Taehyung didn't know how to trust the one he loved, and Jin couldn't forgive him for that.

Taehyung, still reeling from Jin's rejection, smiled bitterly. He realized that he had thought he was making progress, but he was still stuck in the same place.

But the next thing, Jin did speak made Taehyung broke into pieces. Jin's sharp words cut through Taehyung like a knife. "Taehyung, what the fuck do you want?! Do you think I'll forgive you just because you're acting like an alcoholic? Do you think I'll feel guilty because you're in this state because of me? Was it unclear when I said I don't need your sorry anymore? When I said you, Kim Taehyung, are already dead to me? Then why do you always interfere in my life? I was doing fine when you weren't around, but the day you stepped into our university, look at the mess I'm in – locked in a library with you!"

Taehyung's voice was barely above a whisper as he asked, "Is my presence causing so much trouble in your life, Seokjin?"

Jin's words had cut deep, and Taehyung's energy was dwindling.