Ambivalence || TAEJIN

GLIMPSE OF THE PAST

Warning ⚠️: Mention of cheating and stuffs ahead

Before starting this chapter let's get a short introduction of few characters
•Kim Ha-joon: Biological father of Kim Namjoon. Has passed away when Namjoon was just five in an accident bcoz of being drunk and driving the car.
•Kim Joo-won: Biological father of Kim Seokjin and stepfather of Kim Namjoon. Former CEO of Kim Corporation but now the chairman of the company. Hates homosexual people.
•Kim Hee-jin: Biological mother of both Kim Seokjin and Kim Namjoon. Had marital affair with Kim Joo-won. And married him the very next week after the dead of his ex husband Kim Ha-joon.
•Lee Jae-hwan/Ken: Jin's ex boyfriend.
" More about him will be introduced in the story"

Now let's get back to the story....
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Kim Taehyung's POV

I've been sitting on the floor in front of Jin, holding his hand, for what feels like an eternity. After asking me that question, he has gone silent. I wanted to tell him so many things, but nothing came out. Seeing his cold expression is breaking my heart into pieces.

I was broken from my trance when I heard the front door of the room being opened. I glanced up to see Jungkook, who looked hesitant as he gazed at both me and Jin. "Taehyung, can you come outside for a while?" he asked.

I looked at Jin, who still seemed motionless, and nodded my head. As I stood up, I felt Jin press my hand. I looked at him, and he shook his head, as if telling me not to leave him alone. Jungkook noticed it too and said reassuringly, "Hyung, don't worry, he'll come soon."

"I'll come soon, hmm?" I said, placing my other hand on his soft, tear-stained cheek. He didn't say anything, just nodded his head.

I followed Jungkook outside, where I saw Hoseok packing his things, getting ready to go somewhere. Out of curiosity, I asked him, "Where are you going?"

"Tokyo, to meet Namjoon hyung," Hoseok stated, his voice shaking.

I didn't respond, and Hoseok turned, walking towards me. Suddenly, he grabbed my hand and broke down. "Taehyung, we're sorry," he said.

I glanced at the others, but no one could meet my gaze. Everyone's state was miserable. I know what they're sorry for, but I don't want to talk about it currently.

"Let's not talk about it now," I said. "Jin's state is more important to us right now."

They nodded in response. Hoseok lifted his head and said, "Taehyung, please take care of Jin hyung in my absence. He's already broken. Please, Taehyung, see that he recovers soon."

Yoongi came beside him, hugging him comfortingly. I patted Hoseok's shoulder and said, "Don't worry, as long as I'm here, I'll take care of him."

He smiled sadly at me and said, "We should go now, or I'll miss my flight." I nodded, and as I was about to walk out, I heard Jimin calling me.

"Taehyung,"

I stopped and turned around. He walked towards me, holding a tray in his hand. "Take this. Jin hyung and you haven't eaten anything since yesterday, right?"

I didn't respond, just took the tray from his hand, and went back inside the room where Jin was.

When I entered, I saw Jin lying on the bed. I placed the tray on the side table and walked towards him, slowly tapping his shoulder. But the reaction I got was unexpected. He was shaking and mumbling, his expression seeming as though he'd been scared by something or someone.

He slowly started to open his eyes. Without a word, I hugged him. He didn't say anything, just rested his head on my chest. I could feel his heavy breathing.