"I know I was a bad father to her and how many times do I have to apologize for that!." He said.
"Please any apologies that you give her, she will never accept it." I said.
"I know it is too late but I just want to make everything right." He told me.
"You could had done that couple years ago but she knows what type of father you are to her." I replied.
"I wish I could go back in time to fix everything."
"Too bad time machines doesn't exist at all."
I didn't want to talk to him anymore or hear anything from his mouth so I closed the door on his face.
"I seriously don't know why he keep wanting to talk to me when I don't want to." Erika said as she walked out of the guest bathroom.
Beats me what kind of father thinks their kid is gonna act like their parents didn't leave them when they were little and thinks that doesn't hurt them badly.
I jumped back on the couch . "You were eavesdropping weren't you?"
"Well one he is my dad and two you guys were really loud." She stated.
"Do you ever want to talk to him-"
"No not that will never happen." She cuts me off.
"Let me finish okay all I am saying that you have all of the feelings and emotions bottled up inside you so don't you ever just want to let it all out?"
"Just thinking about it ,I do want to let it all out but I really just don't want to waste my energy talking to someone that doesn't deserve the attention that they want or need."
That is how I feel about some certain people in my life......
"But I know where he live so if I want to talk to him then I will." She said.
"Where does he live?" I questioned.
"At a homeless shelter." She stated.
"Wow that's just crazy." I says.
"Yeah but I don't know if I should feel bad for him."
"It is your opinion though but let's just stop talking about him and talk about something else."
"Like what?"
"We don't have to talk okay and all we can do is ju-"
"Sammy I am not in the mood for sex right now and also you smell like fish which make me want to throw up again."
"I wasn't talking about sex but I was talking about watching a movie and just cuddle."
"I like the sound of that."
