Infuriating :: KAVETHAM/HAIKAVEH

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Kaveh POV

We sat on the couch for about ten minutes, until unexpectedly, Alhaitham broke the silence.

"I like you." He said.

"its.. its confusing. I like you... a lot. romantically. but I don't know anything about being romantic with someone. I wont be good at this. I know I wont. but I want to try. its just... I'm a very difficult person with my autism and all that. I'm scared you wont know how to deal with me or you just don't know how I work." he said, a genuine look on his face.

"I know what you mean. feelings are weird and hard to figure out. but all of this confirmed everything I need to know. Haitham, I know how to deal with you. I know how you "work" I guess. I've lived with you for long enough to know a lot about your little shenanigans. yes, you are hard to read when it comes to emotions sometimes, but I'll always be there to try and help you figure stuff out. I'll be there when you're overstimulated or you cant find your headphones. I'll make sure I don't make foods you dont like the texture of. I'll even get you a new rug for your room because who the FUCK likes jute carpets." I laughed at the little joke.

"I want to help you, I want you to be able to come to me when you need help. and don't you dare EVER say that you're weak or childish for showing emotions. you're a human, Alhaitham. you're allowed to have emotions. its okay for that sort of stuff, especially around me.

I want to be your safe space. your person to come to when anything conflicts you. whether its feelings, work. or just anything. ive had... I've had feelings for you for quite a while. but I thought, 'no he wouldntly like me like that' or 'hes just my roommate. he wont reciprocate my feelings.' but oh, how I am glad you did. I was going to wait for you to make the first move, but knowing how braindead you are when it comes to romantic feelings, I knew it was the right thing to do when I made the first move. I really like you Alhaitham."

He literally just stared at me. I spoke a lot, but I know that he was somewhat understanding what I was talking about.

"I really like you too." he said, a small smile on his face and his cheeks red.

and then it wasn't long before he had closed the gap between us and latched his lips on mine, this time more heated. I did NOT expect it to get heated at all, but oh my god was it a hot kiss. if I had to choose between paying my debts and getting to kiss him like that, fuck them debts.

He pinned me on the couch. he slightly hovered over me as we made out. I grabbed his hips and pulled him down onto me so he didnt have to strain his arms. Doing this made him gasp a little bit, making me smile into the kiss.

Alhaitham POV:

I've never been this needy for anyone in my life. and I loved it. too soon to say that I love him romantically, but I know that I definitely liked him romantically.

eventually, Kaveh dragged his fingertips from my hips to the neck of my shirt, grabbing it. he pulled me closer to him, which I didn't even know was possible until he did it.

I felt him part his lips slightly. we weren't making out with tongue, but I've read this stuff before, so I knew that's what he wanted. and so I gave it to him.

I slid my tongue into his mouth, earning a gasp from him. I explored each crevice with my tongue before we finally started making out normally again, with our tongues touching every now and then.

but, the make out got cut short from a knock on the front door. both me and Kaveh jumped up in slight embarassment before heading to the door.

I opened it and it was of course... cyno and tighnari. And by the looks on their faces, they probably had a good guess at what we were doing, considering our lips were swollen, and our faces were flushed.

"Oh- this seems like a bad time." tighnari said.

"we just wanted to invite you two to a game of TCG tonight. but you're obviously busy." Cyno said, giving Kaveh a wink making his face bright red. it was cute

"We'll be taking our leave. have fun you two!" Tighnari said.

"USE PROTECTION!" Yelled Cyno from afar before we closed the door.

I looked at Kaveh and his face was bright red. I snorted and gave him a peck on the lips to make him feel better.

But instead of that, he just...

"Ill be right back."

and with that he literally left. I wasn't too worried though. he was probably going to talk to Cyno or Tighnari about something.

Kaveh POV:

I want him to fuck me. or for me to fuck him RAHHHH

I went out and... bought some stuff really quickly before heading home in a rush. as soon as I got home, I ran to my room and put the said 'stuff' in one of my drawers.

I ran back to where alhaitham was and I sat next to him.

"Where did you go?" he asked, completely clueless.

"Oh! um.. just to uh... talk to the boys about reschedualing our game of TCG." I lied. I am such a shit liar. there is no way he bought that.

"Oh. Okay. let me know so I can come with you." he said, looking up at me from his book.

I cleared my throat. "Mhm!"