my ex is my dormmate. | Yeonbin

DORMMATE: Chapter 11 - Unwilling

Soobin was laying face down on his bed, not a single sound leaving the crevice of his mouth. That's how Beomgyu found him ever since Soobins trip to the office with Chaeryeong. For at least five minutes he had been calling out Soobins name, trying to get him to respond. But in the end he would just get replied to with pure silence.

"Soobin, can you at least please say a word?" Beomgyu asked, feeling desperate and helpless at Soobins unwillingness to answer.

The attempt to get Soobin to talk failed just like the other many attempts. There was no denying that Beomgyu was growing impatient and agitated towards Soobin. But after a few seconds of silence then did he come to terms that his tactic wasn't getting him anywhere.

Yes, of course he did notice that something tragic must've happened in the office to Soobin.

Letting out a deep sigh, he sat down on the bed beside Soobin who was laying face down, "Did something happen in the office? You usually don't act like this unless something bad happens."

Finally, Soobins slowly moved in order to face Beomgyus own. This made Beomgyu feel relieved than he thought he ever would've been at Soobin looking at him. When Soobin had finally faced Beomgyu, he had this look on his face that made Beomgyu more worried than he initially was.

Soobins eyes were dark, like there were no life in them. He looked pale as if he were a character who had just heard the worstest news of his whole entire life.

Beomgyu lightly pushed Soobins hair out of his face, then he reassuringly said, "You know you can tell me anything, right?"

Soobin just stared at Beomgyu for a couple of seconds feeling as if he couldn't talk at his state of overwhelming shock.

Then he swallowed, and with a hoarse voice he said, "Beomgyu..H-he's gonna be my dormmate."

"Huh?" Beomgyu asked feeling slightly confused, and he obliviously asked, "Who are you talking about?"

"You know who, Beomgyu!" Soobin burst out, tears suddenly welling up in his eyes, "Him! Y-Yeonjun!"

Beomgyu blankly stared at Soobin at his discovery. Without a warning, he swiftly stood up and headed for the door.

"Wait- Where are you going!?" Soobin asked and sat up to look at Beomgyu, feeling a bit hysteric, and at the same time, dumbfounded.

"I'm going to the office. I'll call over Wooyoung to look after you." Beomgyu said quite sternly.

Just like that, Beomgyu was out the door, nowhere to be seen at all. Soobin sat in a state of confusion, sadness, and abandonment. He took a sigh and slumped down in his sitting position feeling all alone and helpless. Though, he was thankful that Beomgyu would call over Wooyoung to come be there for him, and for closing the door as well so he didn't have to get up and be seen.

Soobin was still utterly confused about why Beomgyu just stormed out of his dorm just like that. He started to wander off in his mind. He made an assumption in his head that Beomgyu was somehow mad at him, and that made him feel guilty and even more saddened.

The tears that were welled up in his eyes started to flow out. Not just at the assumption that Beomgyu was mad at him, but at the same time, the fact that Yeonjun was gonna be his dorm mate. Encountering him three times already took a quite toll on him mentally, as much as he it didn't want to. But he just couldn't help himself. He still hadn't moved on, but most, including his brother, Beomgyu, and Seokjin, think that he's slowly moving on. But he hasn't made any progress on that at all.

"My gosh, Soobin, you're crying.." Soobin was snapped right out of his thoughts at a voice, which he recognized was Wooyoungs quickly.

Wooyoung and Soobin were quite close. They both shared a brotherly bond, that's how Soobin would describe it.

Soobin looked up at Wooyoung, his eyes glistening from his tears, cheeks and nose flushed, "How did you manage to come so quickly?"

"Because San wasn't here to be a rock," Wooyoung jokingly replied and sat down beside Soobin on the bed, taking his hand in his, "Now, do you mind telling me what happened? Why is my bunny crying?"

Soobin sniffled and let out a breath, "I-I found out that Yeonjun is going to be my dorm mate.."

"He's going to be what!?" Wooyoung loudly exclaimed in shock, absolutely not expecting this answer, then he asked for clarification, "Are we talking about the same Yeonjun? The Choi Yeonjun? Your ex? That bi-"

"Yes!" Soobin said, cutting off Wooyoung, and also answering his question, "Yes, I'm talking about him.."

"Yoongi-hyung is the principal!? He knows about you and Yeonjun! I know at least five people with no dorm mate, and yet he still picked you to be his dorm mate? Are you serious?" Wooyoung rambled off in anger and confusion, feeling resentful and mad towards Yoongi.

Soobin just stayed silent. He went and hung his head low, just staring at both of his and Wooyoungs intertwined hands, starting to drift off in his mind once again.

He wouldn't lie and say that Wooyoung was wrong, because he really wasn't. Wooyoung had a point. Out of all the students that were living in dorms who didn't have a dorm mate, Yoongi chose Yeonjun to dorm with Soobin. And the fact that Yoongi knows full well about what happened between him and Yeonjun, and the aftermath of all of it.

It all just seems bizarre to Soobin, and the two people who currently knew about the whole situation.

"Up here, Soobs," Wooyoung instructed, getting Soobin out of his mind again, his voice sounding soothing, "You spaced out."

"Again?" Soobin asked, feeling slightly amused and disappointed at himself.

"Yeah," Wooyoung replied, "Lets head over to my dorm, hm? Clearly you're not in the right state, and I wont leave you alone like this."

A small smile came up on Soobins lips, feeling grateful for Wooyoung, and he hummed in agreement.

Wooyoung smiled softly upon seeing Soobin smile, and slowly, he let go of Soobins hands and stood up. He gestured for Soobin to also stand up, which Soobin did, planning to stand up either way. Then they exited Soobins dorm, Soobin locking the door behind them. From there they started walking to Wooyoungs dorm.

"Did I tell you that Seonghwa became my dorm mate?" Wooyoung asked out of the blue, feeling as if their walk was quite somber and quiet. He was also trying to get Soobin talking so he wouldn't get distracted and get sad by getting stuck in his mind again.

"No? You didn't tell me at all!" Soobin answered, feeling kind of shocked and jealous, "That's amazing!"

Wooyoung chuckled lightly, "Well, he's been my dorm mate for a week now. I think you'll like your stay better then?"

"Yes, I will." Soobin replied, a small smile crawling up his lips again, "Imagine if your dorm mate was San though?"

"Oh, please," Wooyoung dramatically exclaimed, "I wouldn't be able to do anything then, it would be torture."

Soobin giggled at Wooyoungs dramatic reaction, and Wooyoung giggled along with him as well.

Not very long after, they reached Wooyoungs dorm.