Call It What You Want

Obsession Part II - 06

As times passes I plan everything. How to approach her at first offering my friendship & she accepts it without any hesitation.

She interacts with other boys too which takes my fury to another level. Although she's just friends with them I want me to be her only 'everything'.

Loyalty is not in my cards. I'd never be loyal to a partner. Even if it's my Shiv. I'll make her mine and continue my ways. What she doesn't know won't hurt her. Right?

So I propose her after a while before the finals exams.

She is shocked at first. And then her eyes turn kind and polite & I immediately know what her answer is.

"You are a good guy Shariq. Any girl who's loved by you is very lucky." She recites like my obsession is mere feelings I have on her.

"I sense a but coming there." I say lightly matching the easygoing guy I have changed myself to be in her good books.

She shakes her head like she's sad, "But I am so sorry. I don't want to get into a relationship." She gulps searching for words, "I have nothing to offer for you right now. It's not the right time for me. When I am in a relationship I want to be all in. But now my mind is focused in the exams and my future."

She brings both her hands behind her back and squirms all the while I look her up and down hungrily, "If I am seeing someone that's the guy I am going to marry and grow old with so this is not something I'll take decisions without thinking." She says.

And then looks at me with a renewed confidence and states "I want to be independent so I am working towards a dream. You deserve someone who'll give you everything. I am not in that place. I am so sorry." She pleads with her doe eyes that makes me want to bend her over a desk and fuck her against it.

Not now.

I look at her without saying anything. And finally sigh, "You are mine. Whether you get it or not the fact remains." Her eyes widens at my sudden change and she tries to talk again.

I stop her with lifting my palm and say, "All these women empowerment craps you said, I have heard them before. So please spare me the bullshit." her mouth tightens & for the first time I see her eyes change into displeasure seeing me.

I don't want that look from her directed at me. So I continue, "I can look after you Shiv. You don't have to work a single day in your life. You'll have my card and I'll buy you anything you need. However women don't get to work in our society. You can work until our marriage & then look after our babies. I can give you a stable life. What else do you need?" I throw my arms up exasperated.

If this was another girl she'll be already on her knees for me.

But Shivanya being Shivanya doesn't loose her cool. She considers me with the same calmness and a tight smile, "Thanks for the offer but I don't want it. Try to move on. Goodbye Shariq." She states like that's final and leaves which feels like she slapped me.