Friends? Or lovers?

Pt.39 do i love her?

We started to make out

We made out for a longtime until you pulled from the kiss

I start smiling staring into Bennys eyes realizing what happened today

"What?" He laughs

"Nothing I just realized that this is all real" I give him a peck on the cheek and stand up

"Noooooo don't gooo" he groans

*I swear he's like a little kid sometimes*

"I'm just going to put a movie in the tv to watch" I grab a random movie and do what I said I was then sat back down

Well laid down benny soon laid with you and you wrapped your arms around him as he did the same cuddling you

We watch the movie together making small conversations about it until I felt the sleepiness wash over me

I closed my eyes just listening to the movie play like white noise as I try and dose off

Benny pov

*i can't believe I actually asked her*

*I just hope her dad doesn't kill me in the morning because he's very protective of y/n and I don't think it looks very innocent with me and her walking out of the greenhouse in the morning together*

*she looks so adorable sleeping she always looks good*

*and her in that dress oh I really just wanted to stare at her she looked gorgeous, I think she's been insecure lately*

*after living with three women for 16 years I've learned how they hide when insecure*

*usually my sisters have been insecure about their body especially Kacy, they will either wrap their arms around their stomach or out a pillow when sitting down if somebody or something happened that made them uncomfortable*

*I saw that in y/n today and I hated it*

*I'm not kidding she is a very beautiful girl and it hurts seeing her feel insecure when she literally is like a goddess*

I stare at y/n she looks like she's fallen asleep and even when she's asleep she's still pretty

I hear the door creaking open I was expecting it to be Mr.Phillips like maybe Jordan snitched but instead it was Jordan himself

"Y/n, y/n! Y-" he was whisper yelling then saw me and her

"Oh" he walks closer and stands in front of the couch we are on

"Benny?" I look up at him as he sits in front of the couch and y/n

"What's up Phillips?" I stare at him waiting for a response

"Are you two dating?" He looks between me and y/n

"Uhm yeah yeah we are" he looks upset

"How long?" I think he wanted to know how little y/n trusted him

"Just tonight Phillips don't worry I'm sure she was going to tell you tomorrow" I reassure him

"You know Benny" he sighs "I don't like you and I know you don't like me but y/n looks genuinely happy when she's around you and the rest of the sandlot boys, she also is always smiling when she talks about you.

"I gues what I'm saying is I will put our differences aside for y/n if you will as well"

"I will to, you know Phillips you may be a dick sometimes but you are a good brother to her" he smiles

"Don't do anything wrong or hurt her in anyway or else I will kill you benny rodrieguz k now you two have fun" he stands and walks out

I smile looking back down at y/n
"I love you princessa" I whispered thinking she was asleep