He Needs You ~ Ch.8

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It had been a month since I had seen Megumi I wanted to chase after him and be a present figure in his life but I didn't want to force anything. Megumi had Gojo standing by his side with Itadori on the other who was possessed by Sukuna who weirdly enough had a fixation on Megumi. I sighed as I tilted my head back leaning against the wall of a club, Nanami had wanted to meet up but I couldn't face him anymore I knew I was a risk to him.

*Maybe I should just go..? Megumi is fine. All I'm doing is causing problems* My mind raced, unsure of what to do but I put my hands in my pockets as I turned around and walked away in the rain. What no one realized is I didn't have a home, I never did because I was always on the run. So I just walked for hours, going miles and miles away from the club and away from the inner part of the city.

*They can't find him if I take the trail else where* I pondered on the thought of just disappearing again, so sucked into my head as I walked I didn't even notice Gojo's overwhelming presence.

"Running already?" A deep voice called out and I stopped dead in my tracks.

"Nanami said you might" Gojo chuckled as I turned around seeing him just as soaked as I was.

"Can I help you Gojo?" I sighed studying over him still conflicted on whether or not to trust him.

"Why are you running away?" Gojo asked I could feel his eyes on me through his blindfold, but I looked away shrugging my shoulders.

"It's safer that way" I stated bluntly as he took another step towards me and I inhaled sharply as my hand locked around my knife that was in my pocket.

"Even though you are leaving your boyfriend behind" He smirked tilting his head slightly and I scoffed.

"Nanami's not.." I sighed trailing off as I looked back up at him seeing him trying to read me.

"He's a friend. I have no feelings towards him in that sense, but I can't speak for him. I'm not here for Nanami, I didn't stay for Nanami. I stayed purely for my brother and to watch him grow into.. what he always wanted him to be" I explained, Gojo's smirk faded as I talked about Megumi.

"'What he always wanted?'" Gojo repeated and I hummed nodding my head.

"Megumi was Toji's pride and joy. His most prized possession" I laughed dryly as I loosened my grip on my knife and I noticed Gojo stiffen ever so slightly, most people would've missed it.

"Megumi doesn't-" Gojo tried but I waved him off as I nodded.

"He doesn't know what happened. I'm fully aware but honestly even if he did he wouldn't care. Megumi didn't grow up with him like I did, he used to tell people he didn't have a dad because he knew how bad of a person he was" I sighed softly as I thought about Toji, our dad, and all the times I wanted him to be proud of me and focus on me.. But he never did.

"Nanami told you?" Gojo asked softly and I shook my head softly as I took my hands out of my pockets and put them behind my back.

"Then how-" Gojo tried but I sighed cutting him off.

"I was there" I stated and Gojo's playful aura quickly disappeared, I could feel his fight or flight coming in.

"I tried stopping him. I wanted him to give up and be a real dad, we argued about it for weeks. But he was hell bent on killing.. that girl and well you" I explained quietly.

"Ever since you were little, you were the only other person who could feel him. The only other person who noticed him and it drove him crazy. Sad really he was more intimidated by someone as old as his kid then he was by anyone else" I laughed as I clenched my fists behind my back looking away from Gojo, I hadn't talked about my dad in so long it was weird.

"Only other person? You talking about the Zenin clan?" Gojo sighed rubbing the back of his head but I shook my head as I turned to walk away.

"The only other person was the only person in the goddamn world who could never get his attention ironically enough" I shrugged as I put my hands back in my pockets.

"Wait" Gojo warped in front of me and I sighed looking up at the man who was now just barely a foot away.

"Yes Gojo?" I mumbled but I felt him staring down at me.

"Megumi needs you right now" Gojo stated softly and I stiffened looking up at him, I was never needed in anyway so hearing it felt weird.

"I don't know-" I tried but Gojo shook his head extending his hand towards me. Looking down at him hand I studied over his pale skin and his longer slender fingers, he radiated warmth.

"He can't get out of his head. He needs to see you, I think he wants answers but if he can't get out of his head it will kill him.. We both know what happens in this line of work" Gojo explained as my heart pounded in my chest, he was right I knew he was but I didn't want to make anything worse. I took a deep breath as I carefully slid my hand into Gojo's feeling my skin ignite in his touch.

Quickly he warped us else where then carefully let go of my hand before taking a step back as I studied over the place we were in. The house was huge, definitely screamed money so I quickly assumed it was Gojo's place. I heard a door open and shut so I looked up at the second floor seeing Megumi already looking down at us and a smile spread across his face.

"Hold on. I'll be right down" Megumi stated as he rushed down the hallway and I couldn't help the warm feeling in my heart.

"One more question" Gojo sighed so I glanced over my shoulder at him confused.

"Toji didn't seem like the guy to ignore someone who would sense him. From my understanding no one ever could, so why did he ignore them? Who was it?" He asked as Megumi came rushing downstairs and towards us so I turned to Megumi.

"Me. God forbid he pays attention to anything besides his precious little boy, no matter what I did. No cursed energy, no fighting, nothing would ever compare to him" I laughed dryly before Megumi came around the corner and I walked over to him ignoring the gaze that was burning into my back.

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