The few day trip back to Jujutsu Tech was quiet and calm, Gojo made sure to keep an eye on me and kept feeding me but other then that we gave each other space. He was right I needed to stop running from everyone the second I thought they were mad at me or the second someone started showing that they cared. I watched him as he walked around the car, I sighed softly studying over him I knew why women fell into his hands so easily but I hated the fact that he now had a hold on me.
His cologne alone made my knees weak but watching him was so memorizing. He was beautiful in all the right ways and he was perfect with everything, but as he opened my door I snapped out of my thoughts letting him unbuckle me before I climbed out of the car. I quickly learned that Gojo won't let me do a lot of things because he claims to be a gentlemen. I looked up at the school warily as I wrapped my arms around my waist as my nerves were on high alert.
"You're ok Y/n. You are safe here I promise" Gojo smiled as he rested his hand on my lower back unsure whether or not he wanted to guide me into the school.
"What do you mean you don't know?! Where is he?" Megumi shouted as Nanami sighed walking down the pathway behind the school, Gojo and I both locked eyes on them.
"I mean you are stuck with me and that's all I'm allowed to say" Nanami sighed in annoyance.
"IT'S BEEN ALMOST A WEEK NANAMI!" Megumi shouted and Nanami rubbed his forehead but Gojo laughed as he guided me over to where they were.
"I leave you for a week and you are ripping Nanami's head off already Megumi?" Gojo chuckled which made Nanami look over seeing us both and Megumi sighed, his shoulders dropping slightly but not all of the way.
"Nanami said you went looking for-" Megumi stated as he turned around but he froze when he saw me standing next to Gojo. His shoulders dropped completely as all his tension left as he studied over me seeing me in one piece, I sighed looking back at Nanami but Nanami's gaze was fixated on Gojo's hand that rested on my lower back.
"You're back.." Megumi mumbled softly and I nodded moving away from Gojo, breaking Nanami's gaze not wanting to deal with that right now.
"Yeah some idiot begged me to come back" I shrugged as Gojo chuckled, Megumi quickly grabbed me pulling me close before wrapping his arms around my shoulders crushing me.
"I'm sorry" He whispered in my ear as he rested his head on my shoulder but I shook my head wrapping my arms around his torso holding him tightly.
"It's my fault. I'll get better with you" I whispered back softly so Nanami and Gojo couldn't hear.
"Wait! Gojo what were you thinking?! She could get caught here-" Megumi scolded as he quickly pulled away from me glaring up at Gojo but Gojo shook his head cutting Megumi off.
"I explained everything to the higher ups. She's safe here and more then welcome to stay, they will keep an eye on her for awhile but she's ok" Gojo explained comforting Megumi as Nanami fixated his gaze on me.
"What happened to your hand?" Megumi asked which made me quickly remember I did cut Gojo.
"Shit I forgot" I sighed grabbing Gojo's hand carefully and holding it in both of my hands absorbing his wound.
"Well haven't you gotten cozy?" Nanami chuckled dryly, I shot a glare in his direction as Megumi watched through my fingers the palm of my hand lightly glow.
"Some girl knocked into me and I fell into a rose bush was all. It was fine Y/n" Gojo lied as he carefully held my hand that was in the palm of his hand. Megumi bought Gojo's lie but Nanami scoffed quietly as he turned and walked away.
"Don't be to mean Megumi. I have to go fix that" I sighed pulling my hands away from Gojo before warping into Nanami's office.
I waited for a bit but I let my mind wander to Gojo and Nanami, I kept telling myself Gojo meant nothing that it was just to help me but I couldn't help feeling something for him. Gojo made my body come to life, he made me feel alive like I wasn't just here as a tool. Nanami though I knew he loved me and it would be easier but I couldn't lie to myself, I didn't love him in that way. My heart ached as Nanami walked into his office but he couldn't even look at me.
"What's wrong Nanami? Tell me what you want from me" I sighed as I leaned against his desk looking up at him conflicted.
"The truth. I love you, I've begged you for years to come with me.. Run away with me and we would be fine Y/n. Please Y/n because I can't handle you just disappearing again" Nanami pleaded grabbing my hands and pulling me closer, I flinched slightly as Gojo's wound was starting to appear on my hand under my bandages.
"Nanami.." I mumbled but he shook his head as he kissed my knuckles softly.
"I love you Nanami and I care about you so much.." I trailed off as I cupped his face making him look at me.
"But I don't love you romantically. You need to let me go Nanami and you should run away. Get away from this life because we both know you hate it" I stated quietly seeing his heart shatter in his eyes even though he knew how I felt, I just have never said it out loud.
"I'm sorry.. I'll give you all the space and time you need but please stay in my life because I do care for you Nanami" I whispered stroking my thumb across his cheek. I hated myself as I stared up at him feeling absolutely nothing even though I knew he was the perfect guy. A soft sigh left my lips as I pulled away and started walking towards the door to leave.
"Is this about Gojo?" Nanami mumbled weakly, I heard his voice break which made my heart shatter.
"I don't know Gojo at all Nanami. So no.. This was because I can't keep watching you hurt yourself for me" I stated softly before leaving his office hearing him groan before he flipped his desk. Guilt consumed me because I didn't feel the same but I couldn't help it.
Ever since Gojo found me I noticed myself being more touchy, the scene from earlier when I held his hand in mine replayed in my head. I didn't know why but something changed that day he found me and I needed to change it back. Not only to protect Nanami's feeling and possibly Megumi's but mine.. Gojo had a reputation and I needed to remember that.
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Satoru Gojo X FEM Reader
FanfictionYou were always in the shadows, on the side lines watching your brother grow up. But seeing him in Jujutsu high putting his life more and more in risk terrified you although your friends tried to comfort you saying Gojo was his teacher he would be f...
