Two weeks later and nothing had changed, if anything I was getting worse. The fact I was locked away in Gojo's room wasn't helping either everything smelled like him and it was making it harder. Gojo sent Megumi away a week ago to keep him from seeing me like this but I wouldn't let anyone in I was confused to what was going on. I watched as the sunset again frustrated I was still stuck like this no matter what I did nothing worked.
"Y/n? I haven't heard you all day" Gojo called out as he knocked on the door, and I felt my thighs clench at his voice.
"I'm still here" I sighed as I looked at the door seeing it was still locked and Gojo sighed.
"Good" He stated, I heard him begin to walk away and I clutched onto the sheets as I bit my lip.
"Gojo?" I called out a few seconds later I heard him walk back to the door.
"What's up?" He asked I threw my head back conflicted whether or not I wanted to ask him for help but I needed his help.
"Something's wrong with the window I can't get it to shut and I'm cold" I mumbled fidgeting with his sheets between my fingers.
"Are you ok?" Gojo asked but I bit my lip as I shook my head walking over to the door.
"No I need your help really quick" I stated as calmly as I could, I could feel Gojo's hesitation as I waited but eventually I heard a soft sigh as the door unlocked. He stepped into the room looking over seeing a window was open and he moved over there without even sparing me a glance.
"Don't you dare try and leave. We both know you will be back here quicker then you could get to the front door" Gojo warned me but I shut the door quietly and locked it before quietly walking over to Gojo. He closed the window and locked it before turning back to me but I was only inches away from him and he froze in place. I studied over his features as my head screamed at me to move away but my body ached for his touch, I wanted him here and I wanted to make him feel good.
"Y/n.." Gojo sighed as I placed my hands on his chest gently pushing him up against the windows.
"Hmm?" I hummed softly as I stepped closer so my chest was pressed against him, he looked away as he held his hands down to his sides.
"Back up" Gojo stated calmly but I didn't want to I loved how my body reacted to his.
"Y/n" He said in a warning tone as I trailed my hands down his chest to his abs.
"Move back now" He finally snapped and I quickly moved away at his harsh tone putting my hands behind my back not showing him that I took my necklace back. I looked away as I put the necklace in the back pocket of my shorts and he sighed.
"Y/n I'm sorry I just-" He tried to step towards me but I shook my head as I took another step back.
"You should go" I mumbled softly and he sighed studying over me conflicted.
"I'm not going to let you do something you'll regret Y/n.. I'm sorry" Gojo stated before he left the room shutting the door behind him, I could feel his confliction but I put my necklace back on before warping to Nanami's place.
I took a deep breath finally relaxing slightly now that I wasn't surrounded by Gojo and his things, looking around Nanami's place was dark. Suddenly I heard a sigh so I looked over my shoulder seeing Nanami turned to me in his chair as he sat at the dining room table.
"Nanami" I smiled walking over to him as he set his glass down on the table.
"What are you doing here Y/n?" Nanami asked softly but I shook my head shushing him as I climbed into his lap straddling him. He hummed as his hands immediately found my hips as my legs wrapped around his waist.
"Just make it go away" I mumbled as I leaned down to kiss his neck but he caught my jaw stopping me.
"I know what's going on Y/n. Why are you here?" Nanami sighed looking at me and I looked at him confused.
"Can you please just-" I tried but he shook his head looking away from me and my insecurities crept back up as I felt Nanami pull his hands away from me.
"No Y/n. I'm not doing this" Nanami shook his head and I looked at him utterly confused.
"Why? Am I not pretty enough anymore? A-Am I not skinny enough? What did I do?" I asked as my eyebrows furrowed together in frustration, both of them rejecting me hurt.
"Y/n-" Nanami sighed but I shook my head climbing out of his lap.
"No that's my bad. I'll leave bye Nanami" I mumbled, he quickly got up to stop me with a worried look but I warped away quickly. As I got to dad's old place I sighed as tears filled my eyes as I let my heart finally just shatter. I never felt good enough and the one thing that actually made me feel good enough and wanted was sex, but even now I wasn't good enough.
*Gojo's POV*
I took off my blindfold rubbing my forehead as I sat on the couch, I waited to hear Y/n argue or fight me but she just gave up. Although I noticed the shift and I couldn't help but feel guilty, even an hour later I wanted to go apologize but I was conflicted whether I should or not.
"Fuck.. I need to check on her anyways" I sighed as I stood up slipping my blindfold back on but suddenly my phone started ringing.
"Nanami?" I looked at my phone confused but I shrugged answering the phone.
"So much for lockdown"
"What do you mean? She's in her room"
"No she's not. I'm assuming someone rejected her because she was just here.. Wanting help"
"Fuck. I have her necklace I'll bring her back"
"No you dont" My eyebrows furrowed together at Nanami's statement as I felt my chest and I sighed realizing when Y/n came up to me she must've taken it.
"Shit. Just keep her there I'll be there in a minute"
"She's not here"
"What? Nanami-"
"I won't be second choice. Not to anyone, especially not you Gojo"
"What are you talking about?"
"I don't know what you said or did but she's already fragile enough and I'm assuming your lovely playboy attitude just ripped at all her insecurities because she about broke down when I told her no"
"I didn't want her to do something because of a drug"
"I know that. But I haven't seen her like this ever in the decade I've known her this was different. She's not shut down or running away, she's just.. I don't know"
"We need to find her"
"Give her a day. Let's see what happens ok?"
"If you say so.." I sighed before hanging up the phone, I didn't mean to hurt Y/n I just truly did not want her doing something because of a drug. I walked back to my room and opened the door finally looking around and I groaned softly. She had one of my hoodies on the bed and she had clearly never really left the bed but everything else was clean and taken care of.
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Satoru Gojo X FEM Reader
FanfictionYou were always in the shadows, on the side lines watching your brother grow up. But seeing him in Jujutsu high putting his life more and more in risk terrified you although your friends tried to comfort you saying Gojo was his teacher he would be f...
