The Fanboy's Star [SB19 JoshTin fanfic]

Ikadalawampu't pitong Kabanata: SHOOT

Sorry for the delay, I got work while in a vacation from school :<< but here's now the update! Thank you for the wait. Enjoy reading and let me hear all your thoughts every chap!♡

JUSTIN

We just watch.

It's interesting to know how music videos were made.

There are lots of cameras in different angles, lightings, light reflectors, the people handling the electrical stuff are scattered and more.

They're shooting the MV of their new song. 'Yung napag-usapan namin nila Alexa kahapon. It's all about heartbreak and I don't know what to feel about it. I don't want to assume but it bothers me if this has something to do about what happened between me and Josh. Artist tends to pour their emotions to their pieces. Inaamin din dati ni Josh kapag tungkol sa akin ang kanta nila. And I remember having my heart melt from that. But this isn't the first time they wrote songs about heartbreak so it must be just a coincidence. Atsaka minsan hindi rin sila ang nagsusulat ng kanta. Things aren't supposed to be all about me.

So, it caught my interest on how they will execute it. How the scenes will be made that will depict the concept of their song.

Josh's started singing and I can hear whispers from the people around me. Some giggles and preventive screams. Some are in awe and can't literally speak.

He's so good. Even without other sound apparatus, only a speaker with a low sound just to make the song synced with his, he sang so beautifully. And he's not even trying that hard. So the reactions are reasonable.

Me? I could cry but I tried not to.

"First time kong makakapanood ng paggawa ng MV."

"Ako rin."

Rinig kong bulungan ng mga kasama ko sa paligid.

This is actually not my first time watching something like this. I've been to Sb19's mv shootings before, I don't know how many times, but I was always in the corner, hiding for a reason. Now I can see the shooting up close.

We were refrained from taking any photos and videos or to make any noise while the shoot is occuring kaya nakaupo lang kami sa buhanginan ng tahimik.

That's when in a short moment while staring at him, our eyes met. I blinked not once. He stopped from singing. He STOPPED. What is he thinking?

My heart leaped because I'm very familiar with this situation.

Remember when I said I've been in his mv before, hiding? it's because he will sometimes look at my direction and stopped so they had to repeat the scene.

But the difference this time is the fact he's looking at me with a strange look. It's like he's worried or something, I wasn't even sure.

I glared at him, instinct. Cause I always do that before too. And he blinked before he looked at the director and seems like he apologized. They repeat the scene.

"Hala nakatingin ba si Josh kanina dito?" I heard Alexa asked beside me.

Napatampal na lang ako sa noo ko at napabuntong hininga bago niyuko ang ulo at itinago sa mga braso ko.

Nashoot na kanina ang first part kaya pinaghahandaan na ang susunod. It was a very Josh one pero matagal na ang inabot ng recording. Josh, Stell and Ken are getting retouched by the makeup team. Nakaantabay naman sila Ate Rose para sa change of clothes. Parang naiistress si Ate Rose dahil pinagagalitan niya 'yung isang staff. My face twitch, naiimagine ko ang sitwasyon niya. I've experienced being scolded by Ate Rose not once so I know the feeling, tagos na tagos. And that was just very Ate Rose.