The Fanboy's Star [SB19 JoshTin fanfic]

Unang Kabanata : BITUIN

JUSTIN

“Na Sejun!Stellvester!Josh Cullen!WE GO UP!SB19!”

“WOOOOOO~!”

We jump,shout and jam to the song until we get tired and the performance ended.I'm with my friend Sejun and we've been here since 3 am just to be in a queue to get a ticket and so we were able to attend SB19 mall show.Isa sa pinakasikat na banda here in the Philippines.Binubuo sila nila Stellvester Ajero on the drums,Ken Suson on the base and Josh Cullen as the vocalist.Well all of them does have a good voice it’s just that Josh is the center.

Im holding a box of mineral water and some towels.Running toward the backstage and planning to bring these to the group members who just finished performing.I excuse myself on everyone at panay ang sorry 'pag may aksidente akong natatamaan dahil hindi ako makadaan.

“Ops,anong kailangan natin?”the guard on the backstage stop me from entering.Siya yung guard na humaharang sa ibang A’tin(group’s fandom name) na nagpupumilit
makapasok at makita ‘yung tatlo sa loob ng walang permiso.

“Hmmm inutusan po kasi ako nila Sejun na ihatid to sa kanila,”I explained at ipinakita ang mga dala ko.

The guard hesitate.Well,I can”t blame him.A lot of people want to see and meet the boys up close so doing these acts on purpose are normal but I’m not one of them.I really want to give these to the boys and they also gave me consent to do so.

“Pasensya na iho pero-”

“Let him in.”the guard’s resistance was cutted by a voice coming from behind.The man approach us and blush stained my cheeks when he smiled at me.“We know each other.”

It’s Josh,my boyfriend.

“Oh,sorry sir.Akala ko po ‘yung makukulit na A'tin nanaman eh,”the guard apologize to him after to me.At nakita ko pang sinamaan niya ko ng tingin.

“Let me carry this,”Josh offered but I refused saying it’s fine.He still insisted but the gurad interrupt and said he would take care of it instead.Mukang hindi maganda ang tingin sakin ng guard na ‘to.Hindi niya ko gusto,nararamdaman ko iyon.Kaya’t yumuko na lang ako upang iwasan ‘yung mga tingin niya.

I follow them inside and notice that they are currently preparing for the next performance.The guard placed the box of mineral water on the table near the pole where the spare clothes are hanging.

“Salamat po,”I whispered but the guard just ignore me and go back to his spot earlier.Anong problema niya sa‘kin?I’m not doing anything on him.

“Why didn’t you tell him you know me?”Josh ask while unbottoning his polo.

“I did.”hindi lang naniwala ‘yung guard.

“Really?eh bakit ayaw ka niyang papasukin?”Josh step closer,I’m just a little smaller than him but he looks more bold and his body’s more built than mine.

“He is hesitant,”I told him, scratching the back of my neck before bowing my head.

Cause he is dangerously getting closer.

“Then you should’ve told him I'm your boyfriend,”He said not that loud but not that low.

I panicked at agad na tinakpan ng isang kong kamay ang malambot niyang labi.He might look like he’s just talking to a random staff but I'm still afraid someone might hear him.But he just grin against it.Receiving a glare from me.He’s teasing me cause he knows I can't tell anyone about us.Except our close friends.

I almost jumped when someone calls him.I remove my hand on his mouth,letting him go.

“Later,”bulong niya sa‘kin at inilapit ang mukha.Ngunit bago magdampi ang labi namin ay inilayo niya ito agad.I was shocked and unbelievably disappointed at the same time.What am I expecting?!?