The Fanboy's Star [SB19 JoshTin fanfic]

Kabanata tatlumpu't limang Kabanata : LAST NIGHT

JUSTIN

"CONGRATULATIONS ATIN'S FOR A SUCCESSFUL TRIP AND PROGRAM!!!"

Madilim na nang matapos ang huling aktibidad. Nagtulong tulong ang lahat para ligpitin ang mga ginamit na stall ng bawat isa at pagkatapos ay naglinis.

Ngayon ay nasa isang bbq restaurant kami outside the hotel at nakareserve ito para sa aming lahat. Pa-farewell dinner para sa matagumpay na trip. Bukas ng umaga ay makakauwi na kaming lahat.

"You all have been so great, mamimiss ko kayong lahat!" naiiyak pa na sabi ni Ate Pau. "But this is not the end! Hoping to create more purposeful trip like this with you and more A'tins! LET'S ENJOY THIS CELEBRATION TO THE FULLEST!

"And also let's not forget to congratulate our Boys for being nominated at the Billboard Awards! We're going to win! " Ate che announced and points at the group.

The three stand up and bowed to us. Stell wave her hand, "More than us, it was also because of your unwavering support! Even on this program, your dedications are highly appreciated! Parang nanalo na rin kami non! That's why this night is for you guys, so make sure to enjoy!"

All of us cheer and shouted.

"CONGRATS EVERYONE !" bakas ang gulat ng pumasok sa restaurant si Tatang Robin. Ngayon ko lamang siya muli nakita ng malapitan simula noong pumunta siya sa school namin. I was so nervous that time but now, I have nothing to worry about anymore. He bowed at us. "Thank you so much Atin's for all your hardwork! ENJOY! ENJOY! CHEERS! "

"CHEERS!!"

Clanks of glasses and shouts echoed in the four corners of the restaurant. We cried and laughed. A positive atmosphere filled the place.

May videoke din at the corner kung saan nauna ng kumanta si Alexa kasama ang ibang Atin. Samanatalang kami ay naka-upo sa mesa at sinusulit ang masasarap na pagkain sa harap namin.

I can't believe the trip has ended already. Almost seven days seems like a very long times. Lot of things happened, good and bad. Despite the unexpected chances, I got to meet wholesome people who share the same interest with me. I experienced things I've never done before. It was a great trip to remember.

And as much as possible, I don't want to end this trip with a heavy heart. I want to talk to him, to Josh. But he made clear he dont wanna talk to me at all. At wala naman akong magagawa doon. It was all my fault after all. And what will I even say if we got to talk? Actually, I'm not very sure of it either.

Although I'm enjoying this treat I can't help but feel anxious. Dahil kasama namin ang Sb19 in this celebration, and I found myself again sitting on the same spot as him. He's on the opposite side of the table and not exactly infront of me, pero hindi ganon kalayo. Sitting on his right are Stell and Ken, on his left is Ms. Hong. I want to focus on my food but I can't avoid looking at him.

They are talking and laughing, people around us are teasing them. Pero ngayon iba na ang nasa isip ko. I know now his true feelings that's why this tightness in my chest is more palpable.

"Justin?" My thoughts were cutted by the voice. Napatingin akong bigla sa nagsalita.

"Kanina pa kita tinatawag," natatawang sabi ni Joy.

"Ah. Sorry." Napakamot na lang ako sa ulo at mahinang napatawa. Medyo nalulutang na rin ako sa mga nangyayari.

"Haha okay lang, paabot lang sana ako kay Josh," sabi niya atsaka inabot ang plato ng kimchi na pulang pula. It looks really spicy.

I nodded but stopped midway. "Ah hindi siya kumakain ng sobrang anghang," I unconsciously said. Natigilan ito sa pag-abot at nagtatakang tumingin sa akin. Kahit ako nagtataka kung bakit ko nasabi iyon.