LOST IN LOVE 🌡️

16/I KNOW

ADRIK a.k.a LUSCIOUS

It's been 2 weeks now since Etoria started avoiding me right after that night , I fucked up I know , I lost control and now I just don't know what to do and if I do , how?, she won't even cross the same path as me . I  just can't think

" Hellooo" Sean said over the phone call

" Hi" I said with a croaked voice as I have been silent for such a long time always all up in my head

" This doesn't sound like you, tell me" He said seriously letting me know he means to help like I knew he would

" I fucked up , I showed her the monster I am " I said exasperating already

" Who?Adrik "

"Etoria, she is a cook here and we have been in some shit situationship that is rendering me to feel , Sean it's real" I recapped

"Is she blonde?" He asked mischievously

" Not now Sean, she is but now she is a blonde hurt and crying mess" I said feeling pain at the mere thought of how she must be feeling

"Tell me from the top"

"It's all Selena's fault but am the culprit ,Etoria and I have built a friendship like no other not like I had others in the past but it's special

I had ran an errand of Selena's when she tried seducing me , I resisted but she pushed my patience so I snapped and left but then I bumped into Etoria

Sean she is an amazing woman , gorgeous blonde hair with golden shine, beautiful hazel eyes that sucks me in whenever I look at them, she makes my smile and laugh and in those moments with her

I forget all my sorrows I forget my luggage, I forget that I am Swift . She saw how mad I was so she asked if I was okay but I was too angry to respond so I guess she thought in a different direction I was sweating and that too after just leaving Selena's room so she questioned if I had fucked Selena

I lost it , Sean I pulled her to my room and caged her in between then I insulted her by asking if she wanted me to fuck her too but I didn't stop there I taunted her on how I could read the lust in her eyes when she looks at me

I asked again if I should fuck her and she rejected my offer , I should have known to stop but I saw red , I even kissed her forcefully and then I had marked her and touched her wrongly

I further taunted her with her body's reaction to me but I  finally heard her soft plea for me to stop and I did scalded with the reality of what I had done and I watched her leave Sean, just like Clarisse" I said relieving every second of it

"I don't know what to say, Adrik that's fucked up " He commented as if I didn't know that already

" You think I don't know that , I just want her back ,you know?"

" I have never heard you speak of someone like this before but I'll tell you one thing today if she really makes you feel all these emotions , Adrik never let her go

You need to show her and tell her how much you need her with you, you should apologize with your heart and please don't be a fucker , up your game mahn" He said seriously

"Even her name belongs to me Sean , Etoria means with me and she is meant to be with me " I muttered sinking it in and in that moment it was being engraved in my heart

" Think about it which ever way but I need to remind you , you've been in the Harlem mansion for 2 months now , the job needs to be done "  He said leaving me to my trial as he cut the call