LOST IN LOVE 🌡️

28/RUINED

LUSCIOUS

I woke up with the best feeling in the world as I watched her unsteadily moving into the bathroom so I closed my eyes not wanting to laugh as I reminisced, my Etoria became fully mine last night , I can still hear the sweet sounds and ragged screams of my name that were music to my ears and only fuelled my thrusts ,her gaze and expressions as I mounted her to her high multiple times , I would never forget

" You're up " Etoria said walking towards me slowly in nothing but a towel , if you know you know

" Yes, and you seem fine " I teased watching her scowl

"What do you mean fine , you monster , I thought we had a mutual understanding of you going easy but what did you do , you whispered sweet nothings in my ear but did the opposite of ' I'll be easy mii shiorum' "

She said the latter mimicking my voice making me laugh out but then I told her the truth

"Agapi mou , trust me I did as i said but since you insist I did the opposite let me prove it to you so you can tell the difference yourself huh"

I commented moving my hands towards her towel but she jumped so much and shrieked at the pain it caused her

" Get lost , no pussy here you damaged it " She said so seriously and moved far from my reach to the closet

" Alright fine, no pussy right , I will make use of your mouth then but first I'll shower while you get dressed in nothing and wait like αγάπη μου" I said and left an Etoria who was screeching a 'never' making me laugh to myself under the shower

-----Meanwhile

"I have literally lost my voice because of him , ' I'll be easy , look at me , good ' he kept going on and on but no I was the only good one last night

I did everything right but he still ruined my vivi , Fucker I tell you , Etoria he is a pussy wrecker " I said all to myself in the closet while picking out his shirt to wear over my underwear and no I wasn't gonna do as he said but am just going to wait in his room for a while

I finally dressed up and was brushing my hair when I heard his phone ringing and it was 'S' again , ooh Sean so I picked the call and if I remembered why fantasies are called fantasies , I would never have picked the call

" Adrik ,the distractions are ready for tomorrow, just make sure you do the job and kill Selena tomorrow, its your last chance brother and please leave Etoria a goodbye message when you disappear in your fake death okay " I heard Sean say these things I didn't understand until I heard his voice

-----Present

"Good girl, you're still here" I said watching my Etoria as her back was to me

"Etoria" I called out to her and I finally noticed she had a phone to her ear , my phone

" Etoria, what are you doing " I asked her frantically and that's when she turned towards me with tears streaming down her face as the phone fell off her hand and I heard what I always dreaded would make me lose Etoria

" Adrik are you there, mahn there is no time make sure you do your job this time , really I know you love Etoria and all but remember you're an Assassin that too one hired to kill Selena so just do your job while I help you bounce out of their lives okay " I heard Sean say it all and I couldn't help but rush towards Etoria but she flinched and my heart crushed in that moment

" Etoria , it's not what you think" I said trying to get to her slowly but my freaking bestie just won't shut up

" Oh my god , is Etoria there?, is she listening ? mahn , Am sorry" And he cut the call leaving me to my battle, fucking coward

" Adrik?" I heard her say my name so clearly I had no choice but to respond

" Yes "

" Is that your real name ?" She questioned again clearly ,I was beginning to stutter myself

"Y.y.es"

" Are you an Assassin?" She questioned and for the first time ,i wasn't proud of my job

" Etoria ,i can explain "

" ARE YOU AN ASSASSIN HIRED TO KILL SELENA , ANSWER ME" She yelled at me and I flinched cause I couldn't recognize who was in front of me

" Yes "

" You lied to me and I begged for the truth , Lusci.. ooh its Adrik" She muttered tauntingly

" I didn't mean to but I had to, Etoria please hear me out "

" I did , I have been with you for months L..Adrik , hearing you out but each and everytime I can imagine how many lies you've told me " She said and she couldn't be more right but I definitely tried my best not to lie to her

" I never lied mii shiorum , I ju..I just never told you everything " I said trying to salvage my fault

" You know how much Selena means to me , you know how happy she is about this wedding talk more of Mr. Harlem , you know how much he needs this wedding to happen

You know how much Vallentino loves Selena , you know he has become a friend to you yet after all the time you have spent in this mansion with all these people especially with me the one you claim to have feelings for , you are still willing to betray us all "

" I don't wan..." I tried explaining how I didn't have a choice

" Who am kidding , who am I to you ? , of course I was just some fuck fun along the journey of your mission , one only betrays those that are considered important to them but am not , I am just a pawn to you" She said as though she had come to some sort of realization but how much wrong could she be

" Etoria , you know that's not true " I said finally getting close enough to cup her face in my hands

" I don't know what the truth and lie is anymore , I gave my time , body, mind and sadly I gave my heart to you but what do I get in return , a bunch of lies ?, is my love worth that huh, I let you in but you only came around to destroy my home "

" I..I that's not true" I said exasperating

"Etoria believe me , I didn't know I would meet you here , I came to kill Selena yes but I met you my love , I don't want anything else but you . I might be a monster but you don't see me that way yo....." I was cut off by her next words as I flinched away from her

" I do, I see you as a monster that has no feelings , I see you as the bloody murderer you are " She said it all so calmly and turned around to leave but once again I tried to hold on to my light

" I love you , Etoria I love you " I told her with finality as my last try to have her stay and she did turn around but only to condition my love, poke a finger on my chest and question my love

" If you did Adrik , why did you lie to me ? , why do you want to kill the person I see as a sister , why would you want to see the person you claim to be in love with in pain ? , why do you make me hate you?"

" Y..you hate me?" I questioned as I thought I might have heard wrong but I never got to know

" Adrik if you ever truly loved me , even if it was for a minute , I beg you in his name as God and Allah , don't ruin Selena's happiness, don't hurt her in any way and if you really have to then kill , then kill me but other than that , please do me a favour , leave like the ghost you are , leave and never return , I don't want to see you ever again" She said steadily with so much venom I could have sworn I saw the devil laugh in my face

I watched her walk out the door without sparing me a single glance so I made up my mind , got dressed without packing anything to remind me of my stay here , not even my clothes and I left , never to return

Mii shiorum was no longer here .

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#) Mii Shiorum = My Only

#) αγάπη μου = My Woman/My Wife