my point of view of our relationship 2021-2024, what i feels and what i went through at that time, sorry for the messy writing, i tried my best love, i love you hope u like it ;)
August 02 2021 12:50 PM "Hey Moei, have u seen this TikTok trend?" Moei, Moei Alien, i called him that. First it's because his PUBG nickname 'Mori', i have this behavior where i typed so fast that i always misspelled everything so i always misspelled his name from Mori to Moei, thats why i called him that, and the Alien thing? Simply it's because he likes Alien.
August 02 2021 12:52 PM "What trend?" short explanation here, it's a TikTok couple trend where the couple puts their own picture in a dinosaur filter, it was really trending back then. "The dinosaur trend, do u wanna do it with me?" "Ooh suree"
August 02 2021 12:57 PM *sends the results picture* "There, IT'S CUTE but sadly it's for couple though.." "HAHHA yeahh that's cute" "Mhmm u should've just ask me out HAHAH jkjk" "U want to?" "Huh??"
August 02 2021 1:05 PM "U want to be my gf or no 👾?" ofc. ofc without a doubt i said yes.
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At August 02 2021 we started dating. It was a virtual relationship, we haven't met before but in my whole life living for 13 years at that time this is the first time someone genuinely loves me not because of my body or looks, he loves me because i'm me. Even without meeting in real life i could feel the love from him.
Since the age of 11 i got sexualized many times in online social media and real life too, i don't really think of it that much but it kinda does change the way i see guys and how my perspectives about myself and love changes. I thought genuine love doesn't exist, but after meeting him i know it exists. I believe it.
The way he loves me and our relationship is just so pure, it's really is a 'first love' trope where you just falls in love without lies without the deep dark ugly shits, just pure love. I was so glad i didn't gave up on you at that time, i was really glad.
July 6 2021 6:26 PM "YO WHAT IF HE'S MY FUTURE BF??" a message i sent to my friend.
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