my point of view of our relationship 2021-2024, what i feels and what i went through at that time, sorry for the messy writing, i tried my best love, i love you hope u like it ;)
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Late night conversation in 2022 was deep, your telling me about ur family problems, what u went through in ur childhood, what u went through now, how ur parents treat you, what u feel about urself, and all the negative problems u told me at that night makes me want to hug you again like a little child. It makes me want to build a new childhood for you so that you don't have to feel all of this, u deserved much more better than this, you are a loving caring person, you're more than enough. Don't be insecure again. I love you.
2021. "You saved me." "Why?" "You're the first person who cares for me this much other than my mom"
Hearing you say i dragged you out from that darkness and the boredom void where all u do is just play video games in ur room all day kind off makes me happy, that just means my presence in ur life is a good positive thing, i'm so happy that u told me you're happy that i introduced you to new things, such as music, foods, movies, tv series, and many more.
I'm happy that my presence makes a good positive changes in ur life, i'm glad i drag u out from that deep void ur in for a long time.
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I hope in the future my presence will always brings u warmth and love so that you'll always feel comfortable and loved by me. I'll do anything to keep u away from not going back into that dark void again, i don't want u to ever go down to that dark void again. I really don't want to.
After reading this, i hope u smoke less, always stay sober, sleep and eat well, never self harms again. I want you to always be healthy and happy. I don't want to see you being sad or hurt yourself. I love you. Remember that you have me.
