my point of view of our relationship 2021-2024, what i feels and what i went through at that time, sorry for the messy writing, i tried my best love, i love you hope u like it ;)
Sparks, Sparkle, Shine. That's what i feel when i'm with him, Muhammad Bagas Al Haqqi my dear beloved boyfriend, i feel like the prettiest, luckiest, happiest girl ever in this whole entire universe when i'm with you. I love him with my whole heart. And i meant it.
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We always give each other gifts every month, sometimes i gave him a plushie, mostly i gave him a shiba inu plushie cause he likes shiba inu, he has a lot in his house and all of them are from me, i even gave him a lotion with a shiba inu face in the packaging. Gave him a shirt and a handmade clay tray for his birthday. I did everything to make him feel my love, oh not "i" but "we". He's the most royal guy i've ever known in my life, despite our young age you could say we're pretty mature and good at saving moneys for giving each other gifts every month. He gave me so much plushie, a cat plushie, a sumikko gurasi plushie, a klee plushie, a shiba inu keychain plushie, and my dearest penguin plushie Kori, it was the first plushie he gave me when we date and we both named it Kori.
Fyi, even before we officially dated, he gave me this shiba inu plushie pin that i could put in my backpack, it was very cute and a random cute act from him, even before we dated he was so royal to me. I didn't even asked for it he just buys it for me. He buys me so many stuff until now, rings, bouquet, necklace, lipstick, food, always pay our date, he's just so royal. And that what makes him a real man.
Despite our virtual relationship, and we can only do calls or video calls and play video games together i still feel genuinely loved by him. I couldn't really explained it how, but if u met the right person u just knew, u knew you're being treated right and you're with the right person.
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We didn't met until 2022, but even though we didn't met for half a year i still feel loved by him, he always posted me on his media social such as Instagram, TikTok and WhatsApp, and i do too, i always post him too. We made a Spotify playlist together for both of us, it was just so pure and lovely. We tried almost every games that existed together, cause well what do u expect from a virtual relationship? This is how we spend our time together, still i love it so much though.
At the very beginning of our relationship was so pure, no lies, no anger, no arguments, it didn't really last long though. Arguments, lies, anger starts coming in the same time. It was painful.
November 04 2021 "My bf choose his game rather than me lol k" December 07 2021 "Just realized i can't date a guy who has many girl friends, i don't know if i can cope with this anymore" December 14 2021 "Until when i got to be this patience?" January 01 2022 "Been crying for 4 days straight now" March 28 2022 "Why?"
