my point of view of our relationship 2021-2024, what i feels and what i went through at that time, sorry for the messy writing, i tried my best love, i love you hope u like it ;)
Our first lovely meet, June 12 2022. First and last meet in 2022.
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June 12 2022 11:10 PM "Otw yaaa" "OMG okaayy stay safee" that feelings when you're gonna have ur first date with ur first love, it's those mixed feelings of excitement, and a little bit of scared too cause you're scared you'll do something wrong and ruined the date, and happy and ughhh it's just everything inside ur stomach.
He eventually arrives at my house, at like 11:50 PM, he arrives shyly with a awkward posture while holding a big goody bag that's inside is a pocky with a heart shaped made by him, it was so huge and was so freakingg cute, after that he met my dad to ask permission to take me on a date, it was such a cute important rare moments that i need to captured in my head forever. That awkward shy smile of him is so cute and pure. Then i get to his bike and we drove away.
We go to this little cafe in my hometown named Yokke, it was not an elite expensive cafe but it was comfy and enough for the both of us. He pays for my drink and we sit right next to eachother.
We take lots of cute selfies together, take videos together cause this is such a rare moment for us. Fyi i have a strict parents that doesn't allow me to go on a date, it was just so hard to get their permissions to meet him. That's why this is such a rare moment for us that i need to capture all the moments that day.
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I was shy, like very shy, i couldn't do eye contact with him, i didn't even hug or hold hands with him properly cause i was THAT shy. I mean i was very young too at that time so what do u expect to be honest.
After we had a nice small meal at the cafe we go to a convenience store and he bought my little brother a kinder joy and my mom a chocolate, he even bought my dad a drink from another cafe shop. His acts of service is on top tier, his thoughts and actions is such a gentleman. Not only he treats me well, but he treats my family well too. That's why i love him.
It was such a heavy feeling that we had to part away again after that day, going through long distance relationship again, was so rough, heavy, and sad, but that's the reality we got to deal with, after all we're still so young. But that meet was just so pure so lovely, and it's engraved in my heart forever. I love it so much, going home with that little giggles, happy walk and a warm happy heart, i love it so so much, that feeling, it's only when i'm with you.
