my point of view of our relationship 2021-2024, what i feels and what i went through at that time, sorry for the messy writing, i tried my best love, i love you hope u like it ;)
March 10 2024 11:00 PM "Otw yaaaa" "Okaayy stay safe" this is the third time we met, this one is kind off different though, cause at that time i'm sick, like seriously sick that i got hospitalized for 12 days and quarantined for 2 months.
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I still remember ur face, posture, gesture, is the one u make back then when u first come to my house to pick me up at 2022. It's the same shy smile and awkward posture when u meet my dad again. I love it. It brings me back to the old days truly. The way you fulfilled ur promises giving me a fresh flowers if we meet again, u did give it to me at that day. The color of the flowers was beautiful, yellow, pink, red, such a nice color combination that you picked by yourself. It was wonderful seeing such a beautiful scene in front of my eyes while i'm at my lowest.
Ur presence and actions makes it worth for me to continue living and get up on my knees again. If love could've fully healed me from all the illness inside my body, i don't got to experience all of this.
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At 2022 i saved you, dragged you out from that dark deep void in ur life, makes ur life's more interesting and shinier, introducing you to more new things so that'll you know theres a lot of beautiful and fun things in this world.
At 2024 you saved me, it's like you payed me back, u dragged me out from this dark deep void in my life, dragging me out from all the intrusive thoughts i have in my head that's spinning around 24/7. U rid all of it. I shined again, despite i'm still sick and will never fully recover, but my heart, emotionally, i'm happy, i'm healed, and the thoughts that makes me want to end my life in the middle of the night is gone now. Cause i have someone i love now, and i have someone that loves me too.
