Worse Than Giving Up

Chapter 6

Nath's POV

Sven and Benjamin look at each other for a while, and I'm pretty sure that they're having a silent conversation, but I have no idea what they're talking about.

I look at Jackson who's my cousin, and I decide to see what he has to say about this.

"Can you tell them that I'm not forgetting anything?" I ask him, and he looks at me with an apologetic expression.

I guess that this means that he won't do that.

I sigh tiredly, before I go towards the window.

If they want to make me look like an idiot, then I just will ignore them.

I look out of the window for a long while, before someone starts to hug me.

I look over my shoulders, and my eyes widen, when I notice that Sven is here.

"You're here already?" I ask him happily. "Benjamin said that you will be here in the evening." I says, when I notice that he has a confused expression on his face.

He looks at me for a while, before he decides to look at Benjamin and Jackson.

Jackson shrugs slightly, while Benjamin groans, and then he sits on the edge of the hospital bed.

"I was here for the last few minutes, and we already greeted each other." Sven tells me.

I glare at him, before I push him away, and I stand up.

"Why are you lying to me?" I ask him.

I'm sure that I would have remembered something like this, so I know that he's lying.

"Do you even remember what we were talking about when they came here?" Jackson asks me.

So, I turn my head to glare at him, but then remember that conversation.

"We were talking about the attack that happened not long ago, and you said that giving up is worse than death, which isn't true." I say.

Jackson looks a bit shocked that I remember it, so I roll my eyes, before I look at my mate.

"Don't lie to me." I say, and he sighs tiredly, before he nods once.

I smile at him, before I decide to give him a hug.

"I missed you." I say happily, before I pick him up, and this makes him chuckle.

"I missed you too." He tells me.

"Did you give our kids any names?" I ask him.

This is something that I was thinking about for a very long time, and I really want to know this.

"Their names are Julien, Joe, Javen and Jeff." He tells me.

Two of them are my favourite names, but I know that Sven didn't like them, so I'm a bit surprised that he choose those names.

"Thanks." I say, and he rolls his eyes.

"If Joe and Julien will hate their names, then I will tell them that you forced me to name them like that" He tells me.

I just shrug, before I look at my friends again.

"Can we go outside?" I ask them, and Jackson wants to disagree, but Benjamin agrees, before he can do that.