My substitute wife

Chapter 29- Come closer

Nicks pov. . . . . . . . . .

okay my fellow engineers we will have a team building this coming friday so get yourself be ready and bring your family or special one qith you for incentive ok, foods and accommodation is already done your presence is the important ok.. we will have our program at the exclusive beach resort with a touch of rain forest good for our activities, so far any questions??? just free to bring out. As what I've seen no one bother to raise their hands, maybe that's it see you on friday...

As I begin to take my pace to the office I encounter Lee as he walk against my way....as to my respect I do give the way to him, "hey you can bring them so they can relax either" all is free you know.... sort of relax...
"maybe but since she did not let her to go with me so I guess I can go with my own self rather......." If that iso then it is up to you, just give me a beep for any update..... I continue walking then he just call me out of my mind about something I never want to bring up...

" Nick I know you like her, no need to defend it is so obvious the way you look at her, they way you treat them they are special to you...but I want to remind you our xonversation that day...I know you understood it clearly so I hope you can give me that thing properly, thanks for everything...don't worry we're still friends...." Lee strike it out to my face that is why as much as I can I'm avoiding our path to cross for that matter, although it hurts me more tjan my girlfriend dis before, I still thinking I'm such a jerk falling in love with her a woman that ever since the world began is not totally mine, especially now that someone owned them so sure, my mom is right from the start I have nothing to call mine...." I still remember that Lee one thing I can promse to you just love them as you can, if not my hands will love your face by then".....I continue my walking dn to my office......

Friday is approaching....last past days I wish they cannot make it to our trip, I can't take to see them in his arms switching smiles and looking at them with their happy family....in my mind can't take look at her it is jst a torture in me looking at her only far away from her. Maybe this is my luck to love somebody that I will never be mine........ I know they wondered why I'm busy everytime they want to see me it is my way to take away from th because I don't want to wreck a family that tries to build a new and in a right track one..... So I decided to use my "me" car..yes my Land rover car....since we will have a trip to a non familiar place why not to bring it with me....... All my men and their wife and children are all in except for Lee, I dunno where his where about... I .just busy filing my bags to my trank when a sudden small shout echoing through my particular area, to my response I give my welcome to someone called my name, as to my shock my heart feel to jump at this very moment.... a little girl running towards my path and hug my thigh saying he missed me so so so much... and of course I do also... looking back of Abby I saw Lee bringing the bags of Daniels and Abby to his trunk...

I want to shout so badly enough to send a message that I am angry and the worst thing I dunno why I am acting like this.. looking down to Abby I explain her all the reasons why we don't see each other more often these past few months... in a while, I took a great effort to ignore the presence of Daniela and Lee, by looking at them I wanna get out of my zone.!!!! So I decided to get in to my car and instruct my colleagues to tack all their things for a long ride to take, and see they did..I am driving alone taking my path with a fast pace, I don't care about the safety gear or what I just wanna let my angry burst out to my way...Last few weeks I am hesitant to invite them for this trip coz I know they will never be in to this... but one invitation from Lee they get in.. shit!!! Holy crap this way!!!!! I am shouting inside my car while driving,seems no one hear me shouting out loud for I have a sound proof windows...thanks for my Rover...any time by now I want to wreck a neck so badly.....

We arrive at seven in the evening, all of the suites and room in the hotel are all no available already so I have my own room a private one to get rest all along, the man with own family join in one room and for not they have their sharing of rooms..I just wanna make sure Lee will never take any advantage to Daniels even thought he is the father of Daniela's daughter...I don't know I feel a sudden anger towards my idea...we all eaten our dinner foods and drinks are surely served well before anything will happen not good..we are all in one long table where we can share a common place to be, everyone is eating their foods, while I am massacring my food to what I can see now on the left side of the table, which is I already don't have an appetite to continue my eating, so I decided to take a walk to the mini Bar and bring a bottle of wine beside the seashore....

In the middle of my way a silhouette from an unknown persona form ahead of mine which I really don't know who is it,... to my feeling of a sudden angry and terrific jealousy I never give any attention to that thing, instead I continue my walking until I slowly have an idea who's the owner of the shadow to my surprise Daniela is on my way looking for me with fiercing eyes, reflection of madness and I don't know the others...

"Hey I think you enjoy the food on the table, what are you doing here?

"Stop it Nick you are not a good actor either a good pretender, why the hell are you out for a month you don't even contact us or for Abby!!! You such an idiot living us for that so easy, Abby is always looking for you, to visit you either but even your SHADOW is nowhere to find.. I hate you for I'm letting you come near to us then suddenly hung up there!"

I dont know what I am supposed to react from what Daniela's statement, all I want for a long time is to let her be in their own family...I don't want to be an intruder r breaker of a family.

"What do you want to mean Daniela? Im not your husband or either Abby's daddy so why am I doing for such a disturbance thingy huh?,dont get me wrong Daniela...I think you can say that all to Lee, Im not the right person whom you accused for." All of a sudden I want to punch my face for what Ive done..looking to her reaction I know she is in shock, but I let her be free...though all of my statement is conversely to while ago.

" you are such a liar!! What do you mean Lee is the right person to be? Are you insane Nick?!!!! Tell me!"

"Yes!, yes Daniela! I am totally insane for I think I am being in love with you!, are you satisfied??, dont ask me why I am acting like this"

"Wh......why Nick, dont say that you love me, you will hate me for what I ve done..do...dont ple....please.."

"See? I KNOW. You love him, all I can do is to get far away from Abby and.. especially to you. " even if it is hurt but I need to do this to stop myself killed by my feeling all over again.

"What do you mean I love him?...who? I dont understand what you are talking about Nick? Please answer me..."

"You dont know? Dont be so damn Daniela now you are acting like you dont know? Shit!!! Stop that bitch behavior!... Im....so...." before I can finish what I wanted to say a fuve fingers landed on my cheecks as hot and less in pain than inside....

"Dont talk to us anymore you are such a jerk, that is why you get distanced from us??huh? Then sure! Now you can get it and make it real asshole!!!"..

She run as she can to get distanced from me,I know you will understand me for why i am doing this one to make you happy" I love you so much".