NEVER SO RIGHT (Callister Academy 4) (COMPLETED)

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JADE
He was late.Like 39 minutes late.I frown before there is a knock on the door.I walk over and open it glaring at him..

"You're late".

Knox smiles and says "Sorry love".

He holds up food and says "at least I got you food?Thats something right?".

i nod my head and let him in.He walks in and I shut the door behind me.He walks over to the kitchen and starts pulling out food.

"I got Chinese food like you wanted.I didn't know exactly what kind so I just got you all of it".

He starts pulling out endless bags of Chinese food and I look up at him."You didn't have to buy this much".

He shrugs and says "You wanted it so I got it".

i shake my head before he starts grabbing cups for us."Wine?"he says.

"You're underage.Thats not happening"."The legal age here in London is 18 love".

I glare at him and he starts walking over to wine cabinet."There is no fucking way we are drinking tonight.You have class in morning".

"I'll skip it.Its not even with the professor.Its a statistics class that I can easily skip".

"No"."Please".

I smirk and say "I would never think that the Knox Carrington would be begging me".

"There's a first for everything".

I shake my head before getting up."Alright.But something light"."Yes ma'am".

We had finished the light bottle of wine and moved to something up a level in weight.

We even devoured all the food he ordered and was on my couch."I got a question for you"He says.

"What is it?".

He tilts his head and glances at me."Has someone ever made love to you?".

My eyes widen and I look at him taken back."I know.Why would that even be a question.Its just I'm getting lessons from you about..caring about other people and expressing it so I was curious".

"Yes".

He looks at me with jealously in his eyes and asks "Was it clay?".

I nod my head and he grunts."How did it feel?"."That is a little too much isn't it".

He frowns and I sigh."It felt like he was pouring his heart out to me.Clays sex was never the best but I felt he was trying to that was the best to me.Have you?".

He does a humorless laugh and says "I don't even know what love feels like enough to translate it to sex"

My eyes widen and he shrugs."It's always about Nadia and Astrid.Hell I don't even think my parents have ever told me that they loved me before"

It hurt my soul hearing this come out of Knox's mouth.Especially when I had a father who loves me with everything in his heart.i mean who would give up a kidney if that meant me happy.

"I can show you".He looks up at me and tilts his head."What?".

"I can show you what it feels like.I can make love to you if you want"I say.

"That's not...That's breaking our no sex pact"."Are you so adamant for it?".

"No!"he says loudly.

I chuckle and grab his glass.i set it down in the table before standing up.I turn around and hold my hand out.

He stares at it for a second before grabbing it.I lead him to the room and he slips his shoes off.

I push him on the bed and he looks over to me.His eyes were focused on me completely as I cup his face.

"You relax and let me do the work".

Just as I'm about to kiss him,he shakes his head."No".

I move back and my eyes go wide.He whines with his eyes closed.

"Hey whats wrong tell me".

I cup his face and he shakes his head."I don't.I don't let anyone top me..not after".

He stops and I pull his head towards Me."Tell what.Tell me baby".

He makes a noise that's a mix between a whimper and a cry.I strangle his thighs before kissing his cheek.

"Don't..please don't call me baby.She...She called me that"."Who"I say coldly.

He shakes his head and I put my forehead on his."Tell me,Knox.So I can make it better".

"She took advantage of me.Took advantage of my broken heart you...you gave me".

I look at him sadly and I wrap my arms around him."I'm sorry.Im sorry that I left.Sorry that..that she did that to you.Tell me who".

He shakes his head and I feel him bury his head in the space between my head and shoulder.

He was adorable like a little puppy.I kiss his head as he holds me tightly.

"Don't leave.Promise me that you will never leave me again.I don't know what I would do without you".

"I'm not leaving you.I love you too much to".

He freezes and my eyes go wide.I did not mean to say that.Of course I expressed it but saying out loud..no.That was a completely different story

"you..you love me?".

I nod my head and he shakes his head."What is there to love about me?"."Your personality".

"I'm a psychopath.Theres nothing lovable about me"."You aren't a psychopath.And there are many lovable traits about you".

"Like what?"."Your looks are lovable.Your ability to not give up.Your protectiveness.Your charm.Your attention to detail.I tried to deny it a year ago.And I tried ignoring it.But there was one thing certain".

He stares at me as I look at him."We fit each other.We mold into each other".

I smile and say "I know that you can't say it back right now.But trust me when you do Knox.I'll show you what making love is like".

"Promise?"."i promise baby".

He picks me up before saying."Let's shower"."Together?"I say shocked.

He nods his head and says "Of course".