Betrayal To Bliss

My dearest wife

Jan's POV

It had been a few months since the kidnapping incident with that creep Yigit. I still get angry just thinking about it - the nerve of that guy to lay his hands on my Sanem. If I could, I would turn him into a eunuch for daring to eye my pregnant wife like that. But when I see Sanem's beautiful face, all that anger just melts away.

These days, I'm just focused on taking care of her and making sure she's comfortable. Her pregnancy has been going smoothly, thankfully, but I know it's not always easy for her. I try to do whatever I can to make things easier - whether it's rubbing her feet after a long day, making sure she's eating healthy meals, or just holding her close when she needs some extra love and affection.

The other night, we were cuddled up on the couch watching a movie. Sanem had this faraway look in her eyes, and I knew her mind had wandered back to that terrible day. I pulled her in tighter and kissed the top of her head, whispering soothing words until the tension left her body.

"I'm right here, my love," I reassured her. "You're safe, and I'll always protect you."

She smiled up at me, her eyes shining with unshed tears, and I felt my heart swell with love. In that moment, nothing else mattered except being by her side and making sure she and our little one are cared for.

Sure, the flashbacks of the kidnapping still come back to haunt me sometimes. But as long as I have Sanem and our baby, I know I can get through anything. This family is my whole world, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

At first, I'll admit I was a little terrified. I mean, becoming a dad? That's a huge responsibility! But seeing the look of pure joy on Sanem's face made all my worries melt away. This little bun in the oven is our future, our legacy. And I'll be damned if I don't do everything in my power to make sure Sanem and the baby are happy and healthy.

So, I've taken it upon myself to become Sanem's personal assistant, chauffeur, chef, and all-around caretaker. Hey, that's what husbands are for, right? Whether it's running to the store for her latest craving (hello, pickles and ice cream!) or rubbing her feet after a long day, I'm here for it all.

One of my favorite parts is when we get to go to the doctor's appointments together. Seeing that tiny little heartbeat on the ultrasound never fails to make my heart swell with pride and excitement. I hang on the doctor's every word, making sure I understand every step of the process so I can be the best support system for Sanem.

And let me tell you, this pregnancy has brought us closer than ever before. We've had some really deep, meaningful conversations about our hopes and dreams for the future. Sanem's glowing, her skin practically radiating, and I swear she's never looked more beautiful. I catch myself just staring at her in awe sometimes, still not quite believing that we created this little life together.

Of course, it's not all sunshine and rainbows. Sanem has her fair share of mood swings and moments of discomfort, and there have been a few times where I've felt utterly helpless. But I just hold her tight, remind her how much I love her, and do whatever I can to make her feel better.

And then there are my problems. the last few months have been a real test of self-control for me. Ever since Sanem got pregnant, her body has been going through all these incredible changes - and I can't help but be absolutely mesmerized by it all. Don't get me wrong, I'm overjoyed that we're starting a family together. But there are certain... urges that have been really hard to ignore.

I catch myself staring at her growing belly, watching the way her skin stretches and curves. And those pregnancy hormones? Whew, let me tell you, they've got her looking more beautiful than ever. I find myself getting lost in those deep, sultry eyes of hers, or admiring the gentle swell of her hips. It's like every inch of her has become this tantalizing temptation.