ALONE (Nymfia's dairy)

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I know I said I want to stay hidden.

I still do I won't take that back.

Being alone is amazing yet very dangerous.

Its peaceful but switches scary buttons. Red ones.

Like the one in movies everyone says not to touch. You know?

My body burns.

Heat spreading every inch and curve of it.

Fire running through my veins.

It's a rare sensation but once it occurs, I don't stop it.

It feels good.

It's a sign that even though I dislike people I do have desires.

I am human Afterall.

Occasionally I want to feel skin to skin.

body to body.

I want him to be obsessed.

No feelings involved just desire.

Lust is what they call it. if that's what it is then so it is.

I don't want to exist in people's lives. I want to be gone.

But in his life, I shall exist. Only me.

Then in mine he will too. Only him.