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by starlite_33

by starlite_33

This other side of me wants to keep him safe.

I want to make him smile.

Play with his hair while he lays between my chest.

I want him to feel my heartbeat.

Listen to it each time I breath.

I want to kiss his eye lids, his cheeks, nose and lips.

I want to make him weak.

So soft and weak.

I want to learn want makes him nervous.

What excites him.

What makes him shiver.

I want him to look at me like a puppy.

A sad puppy who wants comforting.

Who wants mommy.

I crave to hear his voice.

His little moans.

His heavy breaths when I sooth him.

I want him to come to me. Run to me.

Wait for me patiently like a good boy.

I want to look at him and make him shy.

I want him to feel embarrassed and flustered every time I step closer.

The boy I want is the one I created in my imagination.

He is so perfect.

Being as I am alone.

I do admit. I need him.