I think about visiting japan.
I hear people say the environment can sometimes feel depressing.
The quite trains.
The introverted restaurants.
People usually refrain from speaking to strangers usually foreigners out of fear and many other reasons.
Its not as loud in entertainments areas.
Japanese people are known for their kindness and silence.
That's where I belong.
A place like that is where I wish to be.
Free of everyone.
Completely alone without anyone trying to start a conversation.
Why is it that I have to be the rope?
The thin one that's about to break.
The one that for some reason people hold on to the most.
People tug on the hardest as if anything they do would ultimately save it.
You know the ones in movies where someone is hanging of off, so they don't fall off.
Why can't they just let go?
Leave me alone.
I never called out to anyone so why bother?
Just let go and maybe what's down there isn't so bad. How would you know if you haven't even seen it yet?

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ALONE (Nymfia's dairy)
Randomwatch what happens when Nymfia stays alone for far too long.