ALONE (Nymfia's dairy)

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It's natural for me to have a crush.

Yes, I don't usually like people, but I can be curios.

Curiosity means I am interested.

It means it's serious.

I hate it but it's true.

If I fantasize that's different.

So much more different.

It's not serious but it's exciting.

I want to know you.

I want to know everything.

What makes you high.

What gives you pleasure.

What you crave.

How you taste.

Sweet? Salty? Bitter? Addictive?

What makes it sensitive.

What makes it throb.

Do you like being gentle?

Rough?

Quick?

Slow?

passionate?

How you'd look above me.

Below me.

Behind me.

Towering over me.

Those eyes

Those gorgeous eyes of yours.

Your just a fantasy.

I can think all of that yet not mind if your not mine.

That's what it means to be my fantasy.

To be my drug.

my adrenaline.

my dream.

He isn't a real person.

And he will never know how I feel.

I don't intend to tell anyone about this side of me.

Instead, I told you.