ALONE (Nymfia's dairy)

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There are two ways to deliver anger.

First aggressively.

A common thing among men is punching.

It can be punching walls or anything around.

For women it could be screaming.

All of it is also crying.

Angry crying is horrible but that's how some of us let it out.

Second is silent anger.

It's very dangerous.

More than any of them above.

When someone is silent because their angry, they're a ticking bomb.

The rush of anger is quick and immense.

It's not just the blood boiling.

It's the entire body internally exploding.

It's so much heat and fire we screw our mouths shut.

Afraid if we open everything comes gushing out.

Majority of the time when angry I am silent.

I feel weaker when I act up on my anger.

Sometimes people wouldn't know I am angry.

I am angry.

At something I can't fully explain.

I am angry.

At everyone and everything.

I have so many reasons to be angry and yet if you'd ask me for an explanation, I wouldn't be able to explain.

People are unworthy of my anger.

Because I am using energy.

That energy belongs to me.